Monday, May 31, 2004
hols are finally here...
sigh...hols are finally here...and guess wad? i came crashing back down to earth...no more cloud no. 9...sigh...oh btw teo..so sorry but i cant go..cos im kinda grounded by my mum for hols...sorry ok? :( hols=mugging for block test...and the thing is i must really start..cos currently dying 4 maths and chem..must buck up and stop tellin' myself that i cant do it!! must jiayou!! slacked enough already...now it's time for sum real work...and i must get down to it...:)sigh feel reali bad abt wad happened today..but to ms tay...here's a really big sorry...
blaque stepped into the dark at 5:15 PM!
Saturday, May 29, 2004

Your are going to marry tom cruise. He is older and
wiser and still is quite charming. Congrats!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!)
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blaque stepped into the dark at 6:11 PM!
I'm on cloud no. 9...:)
haha hey pple thnx for commenting on my blog...:) yup vanessa u can link me...PLS do ok...this is to everyone lars...:) abt the class outing i prob cant go...the 4C one...so sorry pple..but then again u pple noe the reason lars...and this news prob doesn't come as a shock...but now tt i started this blog it'll be easier to keep in touch ya? so feel free to comment!!!:) ohya teo im in library and guitar...gdluck for ur concert ok? i bet u'll rock...:)
went to sch for guitar elections today...so many pple ran lors...quite scary...and all got the calibre kind some more...haha but b4 tt met someone at the inner plaza...haha so happy..reali think im on cloud no. 9 this wk...:):):) hope i stay there longer b4 i come crashing back down to earth...
blaque stepped into the dark at 5:36 PM!
Friday, May 28, 2004
yay!!! This has been a FANTASTIC wk basically...1st things 1st...for hc this whole wk was mep wk...yup so i chose sci researcg and golf...sci research was ok...but golf freaking rocked!! it was damn fun haha...realised that its not such a bad/slow game after all...gonna stop skipping those channels on cable that show golf haha...fun!! dunno if i shld try for PC...:) then our coach chris is damn nice haha...aussie...so has an accent tts very cute haha...
then...went to nooch for library double exco meeting and guess wad?! i got pres!! haha...yay sohappy...but there's gonna be lotsa things to do...wonder wad i got myself into...haha...;) veri nice the way they announced it...cos we were sitting 1 row and the j2s wld sit opposite u...i.e. u get her post...yup then the pres walked here and there to drag haha but finally sat opposite me...cool...:)
fun wk...looking 4ward to pre-u seminar in the 2nd wk...gonna be fun..one dorm to ourselves...but must start mugging for blk test...argh!!! ohya and ferrero crashed out!!! sad!! argh..but he wasnt fully fit anyway...sigh... no fun liaos all the top seeds gone... sigh arm's aching like hell now...golf rocks!!!:)
blaque stepped into the dark at 7:37 PM!
missin' u...
haha decided to finally get a blog after much deliberation...;)on top of bitching about my life..probably going to end up talking abt lotsa rubbish..but 1st thing 1st...been feelin' pretty melancholy these days...jus feelin' very sad and missing all my sec friends...sonya..susan..shuting..baoru..joanne goh..joanne teo.. feel that it's really the sec frens that stay with u..and not the jc frens..they were the ones who u spent 4 or 2 years with..the ones u shared ur innermost thoughts with...the ones who know u so well it's scary...i miss havin frens who i can tell eveything to..knowing that im not being judged..i miss being able to swear in front of pple...without them giving me weird looks...most of all..i just miss havin u pple right beside me..seeing u guys everyday in sch... and just plain missing u guys... U guys will always be on my mind... In my heart.. Nva forget tt...friends always...
missin' u
blaque stepped into the dark at 7:35 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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