Friday, May 28, 2004
missin' u...
haha decided to finally get a blog after much deliberation...;)on top of bitching about my life..probably going to end up talking abt lotsa rubbish..but 1st thing 1st...been feelin' pretty melancholy these days...jus feelin' very sad and missing all my sec friends...sonya..susan..shuting..baoru..joanne goh..joanne teo.. feel that it's really the sec frens that stay with u..and not the jc frens..they were the ones who u spent 4 or 2 years with..the ones u shared ur innermost thoughts with...the ones who know u so well it's scary...i miss havin frens who i can tell eveything to..knowing that im not being judged..i miss being able to swear in front of pple...without them giving me weird looks...most of all..i just miss havin u pple right beside me..seeing u guys everyday in sch... and just plain missing u guys... U guys will always be on my mind... In my heart.. Nva forget tt...friends always...
missin' u
blaque stepped into the dark at 7:35 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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