Tuesday, August 03, 2004
happy 17!! :)
my bdae today!!! haha...so happy!! im finally 17!! have always liked tt no..dun ask me y..:) haha veri happy today...got prezzies!!! haha...yixin n simin n shufang got me a really nice top frm 37 degrees...veri nice!! haha...fave colour blue summore...yay finally got new top liaos...:) haha then may gave me a pair of earrings and a scrungie...veri cute!!! thnx pple...:)
so happy...woke up n received quite alot of happy bdae msgs....frm jinyuan...shufang...ben..sonya..susan...shuting...yiwen...fangyi...:)haha... thanks to all of ya!!! :)
haha ohya and he rmbed my bdae!! haha on MSN ytd...:) then today he wished me happy bdae!! haha kinda mouthed it to me...:) felt damn happy afterwards...:)
din feel any diff altho im 17 now...dun feel smarter..dun feel wiser...dun feel enlightened...haha jus felt damn happy...:) haha but i do feel a kind of determination, ya noe wad i mean?? hm...jus a kind of feelin like, already 17 liaos...mus be more grown-up and achieve more in life...n tts wad i'll do!! filled with a kind of confidence now...17! wad a superb age...i know i can do it, and i will..:)
haha later still got cake-cutting n more prezzies...:P exciting!!! :)
haha...jiayou!!! work hard, and it'll definitely pay off...it always does...i shld know firsthand...:) !!! ~
blaque stepped into the dark at 7:25 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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