Saturday, August 21, 2004
jus watched the table tennis match...so sad...we were so damn close...sigh ohwell...now gotta fight for 3rd placing...jiayou!!
realised sth today...by the end of j1...i wun be able to see him anymore...n we'll probably jus fade frm all contact...yea tts prob wad will happen..no more seeing him arnd..
i better buck up for promos..if i wanna get gd results, 1st ive to put in the hard wk...i shld noe tt...if ive done it once before..i can do it again...no regrets..work for it.
my fren's going overseas this tues n i din even noe..wad kind of fren am i?
i just hate my life now.
everyday
a mindless void
within
nothingness
this hollowness
in my heart
the bitter taste
of life
the sweetness
of a rush of blood
filling my heart
my mind
empty no more
crap
even tt sucked
wad am i writing
havnt written a story in ages
maybe tts wad i need to do
i need to study
study
study
study
i can do it
blaque stepped into the dark at 6:44 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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