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Thursday, December 30, 2004

Your Beauty liesin Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects.You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even yourappearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may lookinnocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the sametime. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit ofeverything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with theguys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost adifferent person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you knowexactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. Youenjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable youare.

Some ThingsThat Represent You:

Element:Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, LightTones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette
Expression:Half-smile

Gemstone:Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Planet: Mars Hair
Color: Red Eye Color:Brown

Quote:"Appearances can be deceiving."

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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

The Phantom Of The Opera

CHRISTINE
In sleep he sang to me,
in dreams he came . . .
that voice which calls to me and speaks my name . . .
And do I dream again?
For now I find the Phantom of the Opera is there
- inside my mind . . .
PHANTOM
Sing once again with me our strange duet . . .
My power over you grows stronger yet . . .
And though you turn from me,
to glance behind,
the Phantom of the Opera is there
- inside your mind . . .
CHRISTINE
Those who have seen your face draw back in fear . . .
I am the mask you wear . . .
PHANTOM
It's me they hear . . .
BOTH
Your/my spirit and your/my voice,
in one combined:
the Phantom of the Opera is there
inside your/my mind . . .
OFFSTAGE VOICES
He's there, the Phantom of the Opera . . .
Beware the Phantom of the Opera . . .
PHANTOM
In all your fantasies,
you always knew that man and mystery . . .
CHRISTINE
. . . were both in you . . .
BOTH
And in this labyrinth,
where night is blind,
the Phantom of the Opera is there/here
inside your/my mind . . .
Sing, my Angel of Music!
CHRISTINE
He's there,
the Phantom of the Opera .

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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

i watched phantom of the opera today!!! went with sonya...omg it didnt disappoint...think it was really damn nice...was damn sad lars the story...i felt so sad when i watched the movie...cldnt help crying at the end.. it was like he (the phantom) really loved her...and he used her voice to literally seduce her...but everything that he did in the end still wasnt enough...cos she didnt love him...but Raoul instead...all he wants is to be with her...cos he has nva known love...turned away n not loved since young cos of his deformity...such that he was sent to a circus and put on show as a freak...and in the end she still didnt choose him...really felt for him...n i really liked the ending too...how he left the rose for her in the end..
and the music rocks!!! omg the songs are superb...n the phantom and christine voices...damn nice...it was a gd movie...;)

The music of the night
Nighttime sharpens, heightens each sensation
Darkness stirs and wakes imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defences
Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendour
Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender
Turn your face away from the garish light of day
Turn your face away from cold, unfeeling light
And listen to the music of the night
Close you eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before
Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar
And you'll live as you've never lived before
Softly, deftly, music shall caress you
Hear it, feel it, secretly possess you
Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind
In this darkness which you know you cannot fight
The darkness of the music of the night
Let your mind start a journey through a strange, new world
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before
Let your soul take you where you long to go
Only then can you belong to me
Floating, falling, sweet intoxication
Touch me, trust me, savour each sensation
Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in
To the harmony which dreams alone can write
The power of the music of the night

You alone can make my song take flight
Help me make the music of the night

CHRISTINE
You were once my one companion . . .
you were all
that mattered . . .
You were oncea friend and father -then my world
was shattered . . .
Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .
wishing you were
somehow near . . .
Sometimes it seemed
if I just dreamed,somehow you would
be here . . .Wishing I could
hear your voice again . . .knowing that I
never would . . .Dreaming of you
won't help me to doall that you dreamed
I could . . .
Passing bellsand sculpted angels,cold and monumental,seem,
for you,the wrong companions -you were warm and gentle . . .
Too many years
fighting back tears . . .
Why can't the past
just die . . .?
Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .knowing we must
say goodbye . . .Try to forgive . . .teach me to live . . .
give me the strength
to try . . .
No more memories,no more silent tears . . .
No more gazing across
the wasted years . . .
Help me say
goodbye.
All I Ask Of U

RAOUL
No more talk
of darkness,
Forget these
wide-eyed fears.
I'm here,
nothing can harm you -
my words will
warm and calm you.
Let me be
your freedom,
let daylight
dry -your tears.
I'm here,
with you, beside you,
to guard you
and to guide you . . .
CHRISTINE
Say you love me
every
waking moment,
turn my head
with talk of summertime . . .
Say you need me
with you,
now and always . . .
promise me that all
you say is true -
that's all I ask
of you . . .
RAOUL
Let me be
your shelter,
let me
be your light.
You're safe:
No-one will find you
your fears are
far behind you . . .
CHRISTINE
All I want
is freedom,
a world with
no more night . . .
and you
always beside me
to hold me
and to hide me . . .
RAOUL
Then say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime . . .
Iet me lead you
from your solitude . . .
Say you need me
with you
here, beside you . . .
anywhere you go,
let me go too -
Christine,
that's all I ask
of you . . .
CHRISTINE
Say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime . . .
say the word
and I will follow you . . .
BOTH
Share each day with
me, each
night, each morning . . .
CHRISTINE
Say you love me . . .
RAOUL
You know I do . . .
BOTH
Love me -
that's all I ask
of you . . .
Anywhere you go
let me go too . . .
Love me -
that's all I ask
of you . .

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Monday, December 27, 2004

haha was thinking of doing this while i was jus stoning on the way hm today on the bus...haha but it seems like qt alot of pple doing it...=) well here's all the highlights of my year 2004 and everyone who has made a huge difference in my life in any way, or jus by simply being there...;)

Orientation: orientation i think was one of the best times of this year...met with all of u guys and the whole unity thing was there...everyone was so enthu and friendly and everything was jus fantastic...i'll nva forget how i got to know yixin and simin...u guys really made my year!!!!=) i don't know how things might have turned out if i hadnt asked to join u all on the 1st day of sch...but i know definitely that it cldnt turn out any better!! =)

Angel-mortal: I guess this game really affected my year hah...it was how i got to know him better...and i'll miss receiving his letters and the sweets!! i wish things cld be different...but i guess il jus leave it at that..im gonna miss seing u arnd..

JTS: haha jts was fun!!! i loved jts...qt alot of pple turned up and it was a really fun night...still can rmb the pple at my table at marche...haha and i think u guys made the night fun for me...wanyi..simin..ks..eugene..daniel..eric.. thanks!

Pre-U Sem: i'll nva regret going to pre u sem...im so glad ms tay talked me into going for it...cos i met so many gd frens there!!! i got to know so many of u guys n i wanna say thanks too!!! the 6 days were one of the best in the year...haha manu with all his lame jokes...mingyong and his slping..ben..chirag..natassis my hang-out mate..minghui..kathleen..christopher..jinxing..yau png..lynnette..jurja..see hwei..jeg..mel p..teresa..=) thanks guys!!!!!!!!!!! ;)

yixin..simin..lisa..wanyi: thanks gurls..for always being there for me...and tolerating my monday madness...and my lameness..haha and always lending me a listening ear!! cld always talk abt every and anything with u pple...and i know that's not going to change...u made coming to sch bearable!!! ;)

peilin: haha ya true i do associate u with library also...haha on a separate note i want to thank u to for always hanging out with me in the lib..! and getting thru with me the otherwise very boring counter duty sessions...;) u made it fun!! u make coming down for meetings bearable for me!!! thanks!! =) if not i might have quit lib long ago haha...or maybe killed ms heng 1st...=)

may: it's been great seeing u in j1 again...haha nva thought to acty meet u again in j1!!! was a pleasant surprise...=) we were best frens in pri 3...and always will have a special place in my heart..

lily..dorothy: heyys...u pple were always there whenever i got bac my results...to tell me not to give up..and giving me the confidence tt i can do it...both of u are the two pple that i see at the class bench every day 1st thing in the morn...am goin to miss all our morn chats...esp with lily...no one to chat with me abt stnicks liaos...all the best in everything tt u do!! =)

R: all the best in everything that u do..and i do hope we keep in touch...will always be special to me..!

sonya: with us spending so much time apart cos of our clashinh schedules such that we almost nva meet...im glad we always found time to meet up outside...be it to catch up or jus to catch a movie..like HC carnival n VJ funfair..pre u sem..or jus simply talkin on the fone! it did cross my mind before, will our frenship still be the same with us in diff jcs..n i can tell u right now...yea it's still the same...u'll still always be that one gal who knows me the best and being always there for me...(dont roll ur eyes) =) best frens always..

shuting..susan..goh..teo..baoru..: u guys have been with me thru sec 3, sec4, and even j1...and i know we still are gonna be fantastic frens all the way...thanks to u guys for everything that uve done for me...sec 4 would nva have been the same without u...ilu

here's a big thank u to everyone...!!!!!!!!!! =) + ilu + ;)

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

whoa...havnt been online in a really long while...yay! my comp's finally repaired haha...yay it looks so much better...the mouse acty works!! haha...qt alot of thinbgs happened...i bought a new bag!!! fila!! love it man...think it's really damn nice...it's a x'mas pres from my sis...so nice right...haha..=) this few days went out qt alot...with my sis lars...went swimming on wed...then went to suntec and orchard on thurs...wah orchard got a damn lot of pple lars....total crush man...haha but qt fun...see all those pple doin last min shopping...=) i saw ix shen at suntec!!! haha not bad looking acty...haha then this other ch 5 actor came...then they really must hug each other lars...like so attract attention ok...if at first nobody notice them, they hug until like that also abit hard to miss liaos..lol
saw lotsa hot lookin caucasians ...then started tellin my sis...how come asians look liddat n the caucasians so much better...sigh sad case...
x'mas eve...stayed up till rather late...watch tv...sat arnd...sms-ing pple...haha got qt a few x'mas greetings...but x'mas cards...sigh sad man....every yr it jus dwindles...sooner or later...no more...;p yea n i still think tt last x'mas is the best x'mas song ever!!!!! ;)
have an exco meeting on mon...which is tmr...hafta go there qt early...hope can finish everything.. then on tues...finally meeting sonya!!!!!!!! phantom of the opera!!! haha so gonna watch it...it might be coming to esplanade next yr...the real deal i mean...=) then watched pay it forward last night...cried for the 2nd time sine watching the show...yea ive watchd it twice..;p but the story's damn sad...but haley joel osmont rocks!
he called me the other day!!!!!!! =) haha...acty it wasnt anything major lars...not like he called me to chat...haha if he did i'd jus pass out haha...=) cos he's lookin for a job b4 NS enlistmt...so was helpin him look out...then msged him to tell him abt it...so he called me the next day to ask me abt it lors...gave me a HUGE shock ok...haha...cos he called me but i missed it...so when i checked missed calls i was like ;what?!' haha...so quickly call bac...lasted for like..err haha 30 secs? =) sigh im really gonna miss him..
sch gonna start soon!! kinda excited abt seeing everybody again...=) but work-wise..haha...that's another thing...the new year is coming so soon....gonna start afresh..=) to welcome a new year..=) sch starts in.....................7 days..;p haha....

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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

i saw him today...in sch during tkd.. and i felt so happy.. i mean it was after dunno how long since i last saw him...i didnt say hi or anything...jus kinda peeped out haha..i was willing to keep it at that n not think too much abt it...but was damn happy lars...
then when i came home...decided to go online...n guess wad?? saw him...but i had promised myself tt i wun msg him....so i was really shocked n happy when he msged me!!!!!! :):)then we talked for qt long abt things...wad he's doin now...n i jus felt so xin4 fu2...was contented jus to talk to him..
then after tt went to see peilin's blog n read tt our seniors' prom pics were in their blog...so went to see... n when i saw the pics..honestly...he's really not my type...as in not the kind that will catch my eye or anything...he's nt like super suai or anything...but it's like then i think bac to when i see him in person...n how i always looked forward to seeing him in sch...tryin to see if he's there when i see the senior class...n i think bac to those times... when i see him smile..n those 'hi's..i think i won't forget the time i acty felt sth...n how it happened so simply..but i was really qt jolted...n i realise that when he's not arnd in sch next yr...i am goin to miss him...as a crush...or as someone that i really like...i realy don't know...but i dun want to think so much now...jus see how things go...and if it does fade... i don't know wad to think too...i guess so be it....i'll let it go when i feel that i shld...but for now? i'l jus hang on...i guess i can't totally let go even if i want to..

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Sunday, December 12, 2004

whoas...qt long nva update my blog...not tt i havnt been online...but it's like dunno...jus didnt feel like blogging...abit tired of writing...i dunno...but decided to blog today after all...hmmm been taking a rest these days cos mon n tues no stocktake!!!! haha yay! =) sigh acty think it's qt unfair lars..the other half of the exco like conveniently no need to do anything...then like can t force them to also...then ms heng abit like treat it we HAVE to do it like that....hello can she show some thanks n appreciation or not....will nva forget how she suan me tt time....when i told her i was sick, she was like,' really ars? then u better don't come tmr...later u spread ur germs to everyone..' wahlau tell her to go screw off lars....stupid idiot...then the other time she acty dared to scold me my mum didnt teach me manners....honestly i didnt feel that there was anything wrong in wead i did....yixin didnt think so too....tts y i was so friggin' mad lars.....asshole...urgh cant wait till i dun hafta see her face again...want phase two to be over soon....haha ohya then tt time i came hm at 5...then i jus totally crashed....so tired.....then slept till 8pm...haha cos i went my parents' rm to slp...n i locked the door...so i tot like when i woke up totally disorientated, i was like oh shit did i lock my parents out?? cos i tot it was the next day alr....haha..=) too tired i guess...

been starting on abit of wk...but i keep putting it off lars...cant! realised tt i must really keep to the schedule i plan...so i must go do wk later!!! have put it off long enough....yup..must go n plan by when must finish wad....then can start work alr!! haha...=)

ohya must start buying x'mas cards...

haha poor ben go army alr...haha jus like wad, 8 days after his a's? haha...poor thing...;)

everyday i find myself plagued with the same thoughts...the same worries...the same reminders of what had been...n how come it's not the same now...i find myself worrying...how come i cant replicate what i used to do? n i get myself so worried that i seem to be stopping myself even before i try....so instead of saying i cant even before i try....im going to try first...n i know that ive alr succeeded halfway n thus i'd be able to do it...
like what tings told me...don't bother or care abt other pple...jus do my own thing...jus do my own wk n dun care abt other pple...=) yup n that's what im goin to do...=)

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Wednesday, December 08, 2004

haha am in the library now...damn sian lars....was super stoned jus now...got qt irritated also.....argh nvm....everything's so bloody tedious...ohwell..it's gonna end soon...haha yay!!! i wanna go swimming with my sis!!!! :) haha....joy coming tmr....so happy!! she's getting cuter by the day...:) havnt seen him for a while...i dunno if it's fading...dunno wad to think anymore...so yup not gonna think abt it.....jus let things go i guess...
stocktake ending!!!! haha ok not yet...still got a few more days...but heyy...haha...:) welll gotta start on my revision soon....very sian....bleahh....at least during stocktake can listen to perfect ten...haha so not so bored....
has anyone heard the clay aiken's x'mas song????! it's DISGUSTINGLY HAPPY...urgh cant stand it... i still like 'last x'mas' better...such a sad n beautiful song...:) yay goh is bac in s'pore...or m'sia...haha welcome bac goh!!!!! n boaru!!! when u coming bac????? come bac soon! miss u!! :)

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Friday, December 03, 2004

You are Yellow Pegasus, who is charming but short tempered woman.
You posses charms and well liked personality.
You tend to be rather too emotional and over reactive, in that you can cry your eye out on nothing, or be impressed by small things.
From others you look very sociable, and likes being with people.
But inside, you are sensitive and nervous, you are extremely cautious, and are only acting to look sociable.
Nevertheless, you can easily trust people, and tend to be soft hearted.
You should be careful not to be deceived.
You have great talent and intelligence.
You are very active person and are always busy.
Your emotions and actions are combined and you can work on great speed.
You don't let other people come near you, and therefore tend to work on your own.
You are also able to manipulate others to help you do your work.
Someone who can understand your sensitivity and someone who can bring out your talent like a big sister will be a great help for you.
You have too many likes and dislikes.
You are temperamental tom-boy type of woman.
You possess good speculative talent, and may be able to make huge amount of money.
Although you are not a great spender, sometimes you easily spend great amount on impulse.
You will experience grand passion when young.
A lot of this type of people tends to get remarried as well.
Health wise, you should be careful about your stomach and liver.
Having sunshine may do you good.

haha...quite accurate acty..

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Thursday, December 02, 2004

woke up with a TERRIBLE sore throat...still have it...feel like shit lars...urgh...then still must go for stocktake today...wahh im so damn tired...cant stand it...so tired!ahhhh ....there are damn many bks lars...then today jus fiished a few stacks....almost died lars....ahhh...then the friggin' bks so heavy!!!! an entire pile of bks like crashed down onto my toe...heng i nva wear sandals or else i no need walk alr...haha then yiwen accidentally hit me on the head with a very big bk...haha almost concussion...:) but pretty alright day...we like growth spurts liddat...some parts very lag then some so efficient...haha...sigh not looking forward to tmr...
jus finished davinci code..haha now i realise why so many pple say its gd...it really is!!!! ahha...fantastic bk...;)

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