we can live like jack and sally

Monday, January 31, 2005

can't stop (cough) coughing.....!

blaque stepped into the dark at 9:06 PM!

Friday, January 28, 2005

Jung Explorer TestActualized type: ISTJ(who you are)
Introverted (I) 52.5% Extroverted (E)
47.5%Sensing (S) 56.41% Intuitive (N)
43.59%Thinking (T) 50% Feeling (F)
50%Judging (J) 53.57% Perceiving (P) 46.43%
ISTJ - "Trustee". Decisiveness in practical affairs. Guardian of time- honored institutions. Dependable. 11.6% of total population

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Type 1
Perfectionism

58%
Type 2
Helpfulness

42%
Type 3
Image Focus

78%
Type 4
Hypersensitivity

66%
Type 5
Detachment

38%
Type 6
Anxiety

74%
Type 7
Adventurousness

26%
Type 8
Aggressiveness

26%
Type 9
Calmness

34%

blaque stepped into the dark at 10:57 PM!

ARGH...! there goes my hope of a dream final...jus knew the results... hewitt beat roddick!!! ahhhhh how is tt possible..but nvm...haha safin will beat hewitt n that's gonna be even more satisfying hahahaha.....to goh: sry abt roddick man...

blaque stepped into the dark at 9:27 PM!

Safin won!!!!!!!!!!! he beat the world no 1!!!!! ahha yay man...soooo happy that someone finally beat federer...tt guy keeps winning...v sian larx...haha...yay!!! v happy! even happier that it's safin hu broke his winning streak!! ohyea man~!!!! haha...=) now to make my day better....roddick jus HAS to beat hewitt...he HAS to....haha goh!!!! our dream final is in sight!!!~ =)

Safin took 7 match points to defeat the world No.1
The fifth set went for 80 minutes
Federer won 201 points, Safin 194
The Swiss had one match point in the 4th set tie-break
Unforced errors: Federer 59, Safin 60
The match went for 4 hours and 28 minutes

was stoning at class bench with vanessa today...was super bored...we literally jus rotted there haha...then after that we decided enough was enough...cant rot anymore...so went to walk abt...then after tt went hm...reached the bus-stop, realised she left her wallet at class bench, so went bac with her to get...sigh such a stoned day...ohya!!! n today when i was at class bench doin wk...omg was so fucking pissed off...she jus cldnt shut up man...i mean if she was tallkin abt sth constructive tts fine but she jus kept whining on n on n on...! 'how to do this arx...? ohno my summary sux...can use this word?' talk talk talk nonstop...wah was damn pissed...cos i cldnt fuckin concentrate larx...so in the end i jus cldnt take it, got up n went to sit somewhere else...hu cares man...i honestly dont.....ahhhhhhhh....! pissed me off major

blaque stepped into the dark at 6:35 PM!

Thursday, January 27, 2005

so many things have happened these past two days...firstly to susan: sometimes i feel sad cos i feel like we're growing apart, but when i really stop n think, i know that's not true...for it's during times like this when u remind me that ure still there for me...n pls do know that this goes both ways...tho we're both busy with our own schedules, u'll always be special to me...;)

am currently sick...sigh...feel like shit...have the works man...flu...fever(on-off), sore throat, cough...ohman...felt realli terrible ytd...bleahhh...then today had chem spa...sigh jus glad it's ovr...at least i seem to be recovering...jus went downstairs to see doc...wahh damn ex...saw him for grand total of 5 mins n it costs $32!!!!!!!! daylight robbery..........!!!
let's start with ytd...for god knows how long i havnt seen him...so i was walking down from lib ytd n i decided to walk down to the tkd area to see if he was there...but the thing is i totally didnt expect him to be there...so when i saw him, it came as a big shock..n i was so happy...but as i walked down, he was walking up the stairs n when i said hi...he jus ignored me n continued up the stairs...granted, maybe he really didnt see me, but somehow i find tt hard to believe...i cld have sworn that he did...jus felt really shocked, hurt n angry...suddenly the futility of the situation realli dawned upon me...all the time i had spent agonising over everything, he pays no heed to..he may not even rmb me now..once said that anger is the best way to forget someone...but im not exactly angry...im jus realli shocked...i hadnt wanted things to end this way...but i guess even as i type this...my feelings have begun to change...does this mean im fickle? i realli dunno...but i didnt want it to end this way..

then today...ya...cant say much abt it too...not here...jus glad we're still frens...=)

blaque stepped into the dark at 4:39 PM!

Monday, January 24, 2005

JTS

ohya...havnt updated abt JTS that we had on saturday...=) we went to fish n co glasshs...not bad...the food was really gd n the serving was like damn big...very fun when there was this in-house singer...n u cld like ask him to sing the songs that u wanna dedicate to anyone....then we dedicated the song 'when u say nothing at all' and eternal flame'...haha qt fun cos we all like gathered in front of him n started swaying n singing...until he said we were like his choir or sth...haha...=) n he sang colin raye's 'love, me'!!!!!!! wahhh damn nice...then after tt went Istana park to play some games...haha saw so many scandalous lovers like jus making out man....like it was damn scary...cos we totally spoiled the romantic mood with our giggling n laughing....haha must have irritated them...=) played games like truth or dare...shoot-shag-marry haha n we learnt some scandals as well...=) jts was pretty gd...=) think we shld give them a gd treat as well...fish n co was realli ex....yup...
bought my new year clothes!!!! haha yay so happy!!! but must go buy one more outfit...acty top can alr liaos...=) happy!!! very tired...but shall go do work larx...ciao

blaque stepped into the dark at 9:21 PM!

Friday, January 21, 2005

u're special

talking to may online now...n kinda realise that some things are jus not meant to be...n there's no point clinging to it n making myself miserable...since the other person doesnt even know...there's two choices i can make now...1. to tell him and 2. to forget him...do i have the courage to? am I sure enough of my feelings todo it? im shrouded in a cloud of confusion but when ive told him how i feel, i dunoo what will happen? do i realli realli like him so much? are my feelings real enough? i know he'll always be special to me...i can't imagine anyone taking over his place now..i can't imagine anyone causing me so much happiness with a smile or a hello...or so much misery either...i guess i shld stop...i do feel myself thinking less n less of him each day...i will try to forget him...it's the only way..

To: sonya tings baoru goh teo susan+ I am so happy to know all of you...but u know that...u guys are forever in my heart..u guys are special, the times we spent together are the happiest in my life..

meeting sonya at her class for recess
painting sec 4 classroom
turning arnd to talk to baoru eileen tings susan
susan n shuting singing
reading under the table
talkin to goh abt tennis
gushing abt beckham
teo n her food
her aversion to dairy pdts
her tai-tai look at grad
ignoring wang jian tgt
exchanging mags to read
listening to each others probs
comforting each other
supporting each other
taking the 25 with teo
sonya refusing to take 269 with me
always wanna take 76
being one of the 1st few to arrive in sch
n slowly seeing all of u stream in
unbuttoning my collar
eating in class
studying together
joking n laughing during prac lock-ups
waiting for sonya to walk home
eating tgt at mac's
tau huay shop
'shopping' with teo goh tings baoru at cheers
7-eleven
bkshop
econs minimart
tings n her dove dark choc
werther's choc
teo n her sarcastic jokes
goh n her mango obsession
susan n her laugh
sonya n her toy car
we always knew each other would be there
jus waiting in the wings
a familiarity that can nva be found anywhere else
I love u all
U'll always have a special place in my heart

blaque stepped into the dark at 11:15 PM!

Thursday, January 20, 2005

All Out Of Love

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone

Thinking of you till it hurts

I know you hurt too, but what else can we do

Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart

For times when my life feels so low

It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring

When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

Chorus:

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I'm all out of love, what am I without you

I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home

Away from these long lonely nights

I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too

Does the feeling seem oh so right

And what would you say if I called on you now

And said that I can't hold on

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day

Please love me or I'll be gone,

I'll be gone

Chorus

Oh, what are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?

Oh, what are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?

How Deep Is Your Love

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again
And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love
Then you softly leave
And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
I really meant to learn
Cos we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down when they
All should let us be.
I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour
My savior when I fall
And you may not think I care for you
When you know down inside
That I really do
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
I really meant to learn
Cos we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down when they
All should let us be.

Toni Braxton
Un-Break My Heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears,
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door,
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart.
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door,
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my
Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on

From This Moment

Shania Twain
from "Come on Over"
I just swear

That I'll always be there

I'd give anything and everything

And I'll always care

Through weakness and strength

Happiness and sorrow

For better - for worse

I will love you

With every beat of my heart

From this momentLife has begun

From this moment

You are the one

Right beside you is where I belong

From this moment on

From this moment

I have been blessed

I live only

For your happiness

And for your love

I'd give my last breath

From this moment on

I'd give my hand to you with all my heart

Can't wait to live my life with you can't wait to start

You and I will never be apart

My dreams

Came true

Because of you

From this moment

As long as I live

I will love you

I promise you this

There is nothing

I wouldn't give

From this moment on

You're the reason

I believe in love

And you're the answer to my prayers from up above

All we need is just the two of us

My dreams

Came true

Because of you

From this moment

As long as I live

I will love you

I promise you this

There is nothing

I wouldn't give

From this moment ...I will love you (I will love you)

As long as I live

From this moment on

Grow Old With You
Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile

Whenever you're sad

Carry you around

When your arthritis is bad

All I wanna do is

Grow old with you.

I'll get you medicine

When your tummy aches

Build you a fire

When the furnace breaks

It could be so nice

Growing old with you.

I'll miss you

I'll kiss you

Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you

Feed you

Even let you hold the remote control

Let me do the dishes

In our kitchen sink

Put you to bed

When you've had too much to drink

I could be the man who

Grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you

Right Here Waiting

Richard Marx
Oceans apart day after day

And I slowly go insane

I hear your voice on the line

But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never

How can we say forever

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times

That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter,

I taste the tears

But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby

You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive

This romance

But in the end if I'm with you

I'll take the chance

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

Waiting for you

Think of Me
Andrew Lloyd Webber

(Christine)

Think of me,Think of me fondly,

When we've said goodbye.

Remember me once in a while

Please promise me you'll try.

When you find that, once again,

You long to take your heart

Back and be free -If you ever find a moment,

Spare a thought for me...

We never said our love was evergreen,

Or as unchanging as the sea

But if you can still remember,

Stop and think of me...

Think of all the things

We've shared and seen -Don't think about the things

Which might have been...Think of me,

Think of me waking, silent and resigned.

Imagine me, trying too hard

To put you from my mind.

Recall those days,

Look back on all those times,

Think of the things we'll never do -

There will never be a day,

When I won´t think of you...

blaque stepped into the dark at 9:51 PM!

I'm feeling so totally irritated...it's like she doesnt understd me at all...n i have no idea how she thinks? what she has jus said makes no sense n her accusations only serve to hurt me..all o a sudden i really feel like not going, cos im jus so tired of it n what she'll tell me...im 17 for god's sake..not 7.

blaque stepped into the dark at 9:38 PM!

Depeche Mode~ Somebody

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She’ll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She’ll hear me out
And won’t easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she’ll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied
To anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I’m asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like thisMake me sick
In a case like this
I’ll get away with it
Aaaahhhhh....

blaque stepped into the dark at 1:42 AM!

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

i wish i didnt hear a single word that had been said before...i wish u wld shut up so i don't hav to hear all this.
ignorance is bliss.

blaque stepped into the dark at 10:19 PM!

talking to goh abt aus open now...feels so gd to discuss with her abt it...no one i know ever catched tennis matches...miss the times when we used to go to sch bursting with news abt the latest match win or the newest hot song we heard on radio...sigh...miss u girl..

tmr's lib GM1...qt nervous...afraid tt sth might go wrong or sth..or i say wrong thing...or everyone stone n stare at me...haha ok maybe im thinking too much...jus gotta keep cool...and not be nervous so i start stammering...or mumbling...relax!! haha..=)

lotsa hw...damn screwed lars...qt irritated with myself cos im not conc tt much during lect...n for tuts all i keep doing is doing catching up work...no more doing in advance n be ready to go thru in class when the tutor starts goin thru tut...so end up copying everything...which irritates me cos i feel so bloody unprepared n unclear...tts it man...this is going to end by next wk...this long wkend gonna do finish all my tuts n revise everything i want to...!!!! =)

ok gtg reply my mortal's letter...
then after tt do hw..later still must call ms heng....sigh..
bleahh
ohya!!!!!! haha today was laffing like MAD during maths lect cos the lect kept pronouncing 'corpse' as 'crops' hahahhahaha....omg it was damn hilarious...at first when i heard it i cldnt believe it lars haha...crops....=) lol laughed until everyone started turning arnd to look at us...=D

gonna go check out the aus open website....
ferrero!!!!!!! all the way!! ~ =)

blaque stepped into the dark at 7:51 PM!

Monday, January 17, 2005

im so tired....v v v v v v v vtired...having a big headache too...such a long day today...my head's gonna burst man...n ive got so much wk to do...too many things on my mind...fuck.......i gotta relax.

blaque stepped into the dark at 8:45 PM!

Sunday, January 16, 2005

You are a Linguistic Thinker

Linguistic thinkers:
Tend to think in words, and like to use language to express complex ideas.
Are sensitive to the sounds and rhythms of words as well as their meanings.
Like linguistic thinkers, Leonardo made meticulous descriptions in his journals. He also made an effort to learn Latin - a foreign language

Other Linguistic Thinkers includeWilliam Shakespeare, Sylvia Plath, Anne FrankCareers which suit Linguistic thinkers includeJournalist, Librarian (HAHA), Salesperson, Proof-reader, Translator, Poet, Lyricist

blaque stepped into the dark at 10:41 PM!

wahh damn fuckin irritated larx...i HATE it when i want to eat sth...then somebody goes n tell me sth disgusting abt it or how they don't like it cos it's so horrible...cos it completely bloody kills my appetite...dun piss me off larx...damn...now i know why im the youngest....dun think i can stand having younger siblings...sound qt selfish but i think sometimes they'll jus irritate me a whole damn lot lars...ok maybe if i really had younger siblings n grew up with them n all i won't feel this way...but she's seriously pissing me off with her incessant qns n comments larx....like shut the hell up! argh fuck lars...was damn irritated...still am...

blaque stepped into the dark at 10:00 PM!

One second
My heart skips a beat ---- He doesn't see
One minute
I watch as u walk away ---- He doesn't feel
One hour
You're always on my mind ---- He doesn't see
One day
The euphoria of love ---- He doesn't feel
One week
I watch for you ---- He doesn't see
One month
I'm lost in you ---- He doesn't feel
One year
I cry in the dark night ---- He doesn't see
One lifetime
My heart still skips a beat when i think of u ---- He doesn't know.

blaque stepped into the dark at 11:20 AM!

think im becoming increasingly vulgar...like seriously...cursing out loud alot more than b4...last time like i wld jus think it in my head...n not say it out...but nowadays i seem to be havin no such prob whatsoever...it's qt funny sometimes to see pple's varying reactions to when they hear me curse...ahhaha...cos they nva seem to expect me to curse...hmmm...;) haha when qiuting heard me the other time, no technically i jus mouthed it n she saw it, then she came over n was like' wanyu!!! wad did u say??!!!' haha...damn funny..ohwell...im bored...havnt really got anything to blog abt...shld really go do my work tho...in any case...i hav resolved not to think abt him anymore...if only things were so simple yea...i mean saying's one thing...n doing's another...hopefully i can realli do it...? i dunno...will be prob seeing him when he comes bac to sch...n i dunno whether tts when all the emotions will come flooding bac...so i almost wish i won't see him ever again....almost..

blaque stepped into the dark at 1:11 AM!

Friday, January 14, 2005

I'm goin to disown my angel!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh how can he acty forget my name n call me...manlu????!!! totally horrified....OMG..sigh..
anyway stayed bac in sch today...to watch the MAD auditions..wahh the jazz one damn cool larx...like so bellet like tt abit hard to dance lors....some guys realli cant dance....jus dont have it in them...then look very unnatural...;p
jus typed a long email to sonya....told her abt some stuff..im jus glad to have u girl..thanks..:)

blaque stepped into the dark at 9:07 PM!

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Make an impression.

blaque stepped into the dark at 10:17 PM!

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

argh..we have ok maybe jus me....i have a disgusting amt of hw to do....ahhhhh frig...maths tut 3...chem ionic eqm...bio evo...issues n ideas...argh....then i must revise my wk too....atart practicing for maths n chem...haha but i think tt not likely to come thru...;p but hope to do at least abit!!! =) like maybe redo my maths tut 2.... swahh january alot of pple bdae...then must get pres....got me in the mood as to wad i want too...altho my bdae very far away....nvm write for fun..=)
1. converse slingbag!
2. a new book
3. phantom o the opera soundtrack
4. OP shorts
5.new top
wahh like qt alot...haha...
sigh v sian...btw good charlotte's 'i just wanna live' rocks man...love tt song...listening now...blasting it out loud...so nice!! haha...=) okok gtg do bio prac stuff liaos......ahhhhhhhh tonite no need slp liaos...

blaque stepped into the dark at 7:12 PM!

Monday, January 10, 2005

u cross my mind at the oddest moments...now that i don't see u around anymore...i find myself still looking out for you sometimes...on wed when there's the chance tt u might come bac...or even when im out...and i see someone who looks like u from the bac...i do a double take...but i know it's not possible...i dunno what are my feelings for u are...at the oddest moments...when my hp receives a msg...like jus now...the first thought that ran thru my mind was...'cld it be u?' but it wasn't...i know it cldnt be...it makes me sad that we no longer talk...i don't know if i shld try to keep what connection we have there..or jus give it up....will u rmb me when u think bac on jc life? i miss seeing u arnd in sch...pple prob think why im so hung up....jus forget u....but im not sure if i want to...when i saw u on campfire night...realised u still mattered.....seeing u was a jolt...i wondered if u were alr attached....u seem to be in a world very diff from mine...one so different i cant find anything common...i wish i cld jus forget..

blaque stepped into the dark at 9:51 PM!

Sunday, January 09, 2005

yay! survived horror phone call with the dreaded woman...yea those who noe me shld noe who im talkin abt...still dunno? something to do with my cca....yaya...wahhh im jus honestly waiting for june!!!! haha....then my misery will end...=) today met simin at compasspt!! haha wahh realli so qiao lors...=) talked for awhile then went capt cook to eat....seafood platter n balck pepper steak damn nice!!! =) but ex too... in any case....wanna go cut my hair soon...so long...urgh...sch startin tmr! haha think will be fun seeing how all the juniors settle in...=)
tmr think must stay until qt late for lib....even after finishing the cca exhibitn stuff...well for me lars...ahhhhhhhhh sigh...
there's this feeling of like alot of hw but there realli isnt acty...hmmm...stoning arnd now...think i must force myself to revise something at least every wk....must do tt...esp maths n chem...like one wk prac all the stuff for that chapt n ask tilll im clear...hmmm yup..=) shall do tt....realli must start liaos! no more play....

blaque stepped into the dark at 9:55 PM!

Saturday, January 08, 2005

orientation campfire night!!!!!! =) after sch...all of us...ok not all, but most of the class went to support our junior class for their class skit...=) i must say that they were realli hilarious man...omg tt guy's damn funny! haha.... watched until the end...haha got qt tired...then after tt went to change into my stnicks u! haha missed it so much! then altho i wear it in the worst possible way...like belt low collar unbuttoned...peilin n qiuting still say i look like model student...damn guai...lol...then started taking pics with pple...all in our sec u...alot of pple changed...then went coro, but so many pple so went serene centre for mac's...then went bac for campfire!!! so many pple larx....but after awhile it strated to rain...drizzle...so everybody went to the hall...quite sad lars eveyone...after some performances we went down to the central plaza again...saw him in the hall tho...but dun think he saw me...didnt say hi...was almost wishing that he won't come bac...i'll forget him. so they lit the campfire and also the cluster names...qt nice...got lotsa sparklers! haha then it was song session..think the songs damn nice....dived into the melee of pple in the central plaza to look for our juniors...but onli found half of them...n we realised we outnumbered them~~! haha...after tt found the rest of them n jus like put our arms arnd each other n sang....cld vaguely feel the HC spirit...not as strong as before....maybe cos im j2? n im not really experiencing it for the 1st time? or maybe its cos i know it wun last...;p then it was dance session! wahh like dunno how to dance lars....forgot alll liaos...was dancing with simin n we jus kept turning non=sop...again...haha...=) cldnt take it after awhile cos we were so thirsty so we went to the class bench...so much cooler there...then haha photo takin time! everyone like climbed onto the class bench...seniors+juniors...yea we really did...haha they we were like shouting 'hurry take!!!!' haha cos we scared the bench will like break or anything...;) it was a fun night....reminded me of our own orientation...=)

blaque stepped into the dark at 10:41 AM!

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

today was a fun day!!! haha first things first...ahha simin's suffering from severe amnesia/dementia...! hahaha she cant rmb anything n she can't understand anything i write or anything ive said to her today!!! haha think tt deserves some special mention...haha then cos we were so flipped out over studyin for bio test..we were like sitting at the class bench and jus pointing out stupid stuff n stoning...lol...=) damn funny..
met the juniors today!!! haha...the class seems pretty alright....8 guys...one more than us...sigh...then the quality...ahha ok lars...maybe they'll look better when they wear HC u? haha...ryan, tze hao, pamela, jing wen n cheryl came to crash...ahha some say they retain then ryan n tzehao say they from dunman n ACS lol... think their ct rep damn enthu n hyper anyway...hmm no stnicks this yr...hmm qt sad...no direct junior...=( ohwell...did the whole intro thing...then played the bdae mth game...was qt stoned...alot of pauses haha then we like living in our own little worlds liddat...wah their class like alot of late babies...unlike us...bdaes are conc in 1st 6 mths...=) yup then chose all the names for angel/mortal liaos...wah hope i acty get pple who do write!! nice pple too...but acty lookin at the junior class, they seem at alright n friemdly....dun have those irritatin super 'dao' kind...=) tts gd... hope we'll grow close!!!
ohya something else tt deserves mention...what the hell is the trend of every senior hu have graduated dyeing their hair??????! they look terrible larx....like nt even highlight but dye...urgh....look so beng-ish.....bleahh very bad taste....this batch of j1s also lotsa dyed hair....bleahh...pls dye ur hair bac...or go get nicer highlights....it's eerie how everyone's hair colour's almost the same reddish-brown..nt v flattering............
no more tests this wk!! so today can slack!!! haha came home n read angels n demons tt i borrowed from JY...not bad....qt nice....havnt finish yet...ohhhh! n today got ER!!!!!! haha teo! must rmb to watch!! isit jus me or do the actors talk much faster than b4...cant realli catch wad they sayin sometimes...ohwell...gonna watch!!! =)

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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

second day of sch today!! haha acty found out that i qt enjoy sch now...maybe cos hols slack so much n didnt realli like study anything so brain cells all din use...haha then now like qt refreshed during lects...=) or at least tts wad i think...=) hope it lasts!! haha...got holy for chem again...sigh...then siva n junetay also...hmmm had maths test today...wahh damn sian lars.....sigh but nvm glad its over!! great big load off my chest...can conc on bio...rather study bio n maths than anything else....had lib tour today...ok not bad...lotsa pple...qt messy..think i get pissed rather easily these days...but sometimes ohwell...cant help it...
haha like goin mad these days lars....talking cock n jus laughing at stupid things...wahh then tt simin arx..tsk tsk...told her so many things today n all of them she gave me her super 'blur' face that always cracks me up...haha after the hols...her CAS skills have gen4 shang4 yi4 chen2 lou2.....=)
saw peiyueng n xueying today...hmmm heard joycelyn in njc...this yr got alot of stnicks in HC man....ALOT...ohya n the j1 guys this yr are so much better looking than our yr!!! wahh even tchs....sian man...so unfair!! haha....but the girls are not that pretty...haha the guys better looking...;p ok gtg...study for bio test tmr....
bloody hell i lead a sad life

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Monday, January 03, 2005

Hard Habit to Break - Chicago
I guess I thought you'd be here forever
Another illusion I chose to create
You don't know what you've got until it's gone
And I found out a little too late
I was acting as if you were lucky to have me
Doing you a favor - I hardly knew you at all
Then you were gone and it all was wrong
Had no idea how much I cared
Now being without you takes a lot of getting used to
I should learn to leave with it, but I don't want to
CHORUS:
Being without you, was all a big mistake
Instead of getting any easier, it's the hardest thing to take
I'm addicted to you, baby
You're a hard habit to break
You found someone else, you had every reason
No one can blame you for running to him
Two people together, but living alone
I was spreading my love too thin
After all of these years
I'm still trying to shake you
Doing much better - They say that it just takes time
But deep in the night, it's an endless fight
I can't get you out of my mind
Now being without you takes a lot of getting used to
I should learn to leave with it, but I don't want to
CHORUS
I can't go on, just can't go on
I can't go on, just can't go on
Being without you takes a lot of getting used to
I should learn to leave with it, I don't want to
CHORUS
Such a hard habit to break
I'm addicted to you
You're a hard habit to break
Such a hard habit to break
I'm addicted to you, baby

nice song by chicago tt i heard on the radio...=) chicago rocks!!

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Sunday, January 02, 2005

heyys!!!!! haha happy new year!! =) acty today was quite a crappy day but nvm...sigh... ohwell sch's startin tmr...kinda lookin forward to it if not for maths test...so sad man...we stress even b4 sch reopens...sigh... excited abt meeting our juniors!!! and am goin to invite the seniors bac...lily says she wants to come bac...hmmm so mus confirm...hope they do!! will be fun...=) s'pore won myanmar!!! haha yay! 4 red cards???!!!! cool...haha.. think myanmar damn violent...last match also liddat...ahha too bad they lost!! ahah yay...hope s'pore goes all the way thru!!
ahh bac to waking up at 530.....

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