Sunday, February 27, 2005
jus let the bad things flow by..
blaque stepped into the dark at 9:32 PM!
Saturday, February 26, 2005
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haha go check out the pics we took at cross-ctry!!!~ 72 rocks!! =)
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Friday, February 25, 2005
cross-country was today...haha damn sian lars...cldnt run cos my leg was still hurting qt bad...so me n lisa were like loitering arnd haha...then after that peilin joined us n we went GIANT ohh btw it was at turf city ya its qt dumb lars...ohhwell while we tried to enter GIANT, it was really stupid cos the tchs boys kept trying to stop us, saying that we cant go in to buy food... umz.....qt boliao...then this tchs guy kept coming up to us n irritating us lars...n the dumbest thing is they got like sec 1 or 2 boys to stop us????! hello??! do u think we'll listen? we're so much older n we jus pretend we nva see them lars haha...then think the tchs tchers very anal lars...they acty tried to stop us to when we were in giant but we ran away haha...then we saw HC tchers n we were wondering if they wld stop us...ahha n they didnt!!!! they were shopping themselves lars...haha dunno wads wrong with tchs pple...then prize giving ceremony that tchs tcher also dun let us leave even tho we cant see a thing...so many pple were pissed w him...hhaha so we ended up taking class photos...=)haha damn fun!!!! took one with the juniors too ...=) shall post it here when i get it...=)
blaque stepped into the dark at 8:52 PM!
cross-country was today...haha damn sian lars...cldnt run cos my leg was still hurting qt bad...so me n lisa were like loitering arnd haha...then after that peilin joined us n we went GIANT ohh btw it was at turf city ya its qt dumb lars...ohhwell while we tried to enter GIANT, it was really stupid cos the tchs boys kept trying to stop us, saying that we cant go in to buy food... umz.....qt boliao...then this tchs guy kept coming up to us n irritating us lars...n the dumbest thing is they got like sec 1 or 2 boys to stop us????! hello??! do u think we'll listen? we're so much older n we jus pretend we nva see them lars haha...then think the tchs tchers very anal lars...they acty tried to stop us to when we were in giant but we ran away haha...then we saw HC tchers n we were wondering if they wld stop us...ahha n they didnt!!!! they were shopping themselves lars...haha dunno wads wrong with tchs pple...then prize giving ceremony that tchs tcher also dun let us leave even tho we cant see a thing...so many pple were pissed w him...hhaha so we ended up taking class photos...=)haha damn fun!!!! took one with the juniors too ...=) shall post it here when i get it...=)
blaque stepped into the dark at 8:52 PM!
cross-country was today...haha damn sian lars...cldnt run cos my leg was still hurting qt bad...so me n lisa were like loitering arnd haha...then after that peilin joined us n we went GIANT ohh btw it was at turf city ya its qt dumb lars...ohhwell while we tried to enter GIANT, it was really stupid cos the tchs boys kept trying to stop us, saying that we cant go in to buy food... umz.....qt boliao...then this tchs guy kept coming up to us n irritating us lars...n the dumbest thing is they got like sec 1 or 2 boys to stop us????! hello??! do u think we'll listen? we're so much older n we jus pretend we nva see them lars haha...then think the tchs tchers very anal lars...they acty tried to stop us to when we were in giant but we ran away haha...then we saw HC tchers n we were wondering if they wld stop us...ahha n they didnt!!!! they were shopping themselves lars...haha dunno wads wrong with tchs pple...then prize giving ceremony that tchs tcher also dun let us leave even tho we cant see a thing...so many pple were pissed w him...hhaha so we ended up taking class photos...=)haha damn fun!!!! took one with the juniors too ...=) shall post it here when i get it...=)
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
i experienced momentary madness today. i did abt 10 standing broad jumps WITHOUT warming up...u can guess what happened after that...SEVERE muscle pain!!!!!! omg i really cldnt walk lars...then worse still, fell down while jumping...knee hurts like hell...n ive a nagging feeling i hurt my back again! frm standing broad jump again!!!!!!!!! damn. cant walk.
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
today was a mad day in sch...ytd also...simin has gone into stoning mode...im not kiddin!!! she's stoning so much it's scary...hahahah...=) today was a real tiring day...reached home and jus crashed...damn friggin tired.. at least there isnt too much hw...or so i think? =) haha...so happy!!! im goin for huang cheng!!!! goin on sat...yay!!! wayy cool...=) stj coming up...sigh they didnt choose sizzler, how sad lars..nvm i go myself next time then...=) they chose marche....so we're goin there again...ohwell..
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Monday, February 21, 2005
~Hotel California~
On a dark desert highway
Cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas
Rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance
I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy, and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself
This could be Heaven or this could be Hell
Then she lit up a candle
And she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor
I thought I heard them say
Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year
You can find it here
Her mind is Tiffany twisted
She's got the Mercedes Benz
She's got a lot of pretty, pretty boys
That she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard
Sweet summer sweat
Some dance to remember
Some dance to forget
So I called up the Captain
Please bring me my wine
He said
We haven't had that spirit here since 1969
And still those voices are calling from far away
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say
Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely Place
Such a lovely face
They're livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise
Bring your alibies
Mirrors on the ceiling
Pink champagne on ice
And she said
We are all just prisoners here
Of our own device
And in the master's chambers
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can't kill the beast
Last thing I rememberI was running for the door
I had to find the passage
back to the place I was before
Relax said the nightman
We are programed to recieve
You can check out any time you like
But you can never leave
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
don't feel like blogging nowadays.
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Friday, February 18, 2005
wanyu, you are Right-brained
Most right-brained people like you are flexible in many realms of their lives. Whether picking up on the nuances of musical concerto, appreciating the subtle details in a work of art, or seeing the world from a different perspective, right-brained people are creative, imaginative, and attuned to their surroundings. People probably see your thinking process as boundless, and that might translate to your physical surroundings as well. Some people think of you as messier than others. It's not that you're disorganized, it's just that you might use different systems to organize (by theme, by subject, by color). Straight alphabetization and rigidly ordered folders are not typical of right-brained behavior. You are also more intuitive than many. When it comes to reading literature, you probably prefer creative writing or fiction over nonfiction. And when it comes to doing math, you might find you enjoy geometry more than other forms like algebra.
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got a letter from sonya today...:) havnt talked to her in a really long while...it was a simple life bac then ya? uncomplicated n uncluttered... im really glad we havnt lost touch too...i dont think we ever will! :) u made my day with ur letter...:)
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
bad day
today ran 2.4km...n man i almost died!!! wahh was really terrible...but at least made it...seriously reconsidering the wisdom of running x-ctry...haha...=) fire drill today too...sian...then exco meeting...
n i met a hypocrite today...downright hypocrite...made me so mad...totally dun understand what she's thinking....so bloody uptight...ahhhhhh
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Monday, February 14, 2005
i miss stnicks.
really.
i just really do all of a sudden.
this may seem juvenile
some might say i shld move on
but i can't help it
small things wld remind me of those times
n knowing that i'll nva have it bac makes me sad
this is sth i don't want to move on from
why should I
these memories are dear to me
they are all i have
i wish i cld go bac
n make evrything the same
this (childish?) impulse to turn bac time
nva have i fully realised this until this very moment
some things u can nva have them bac
they'll always live in ur heart
but sometimes that's not enough
u wish things cld be the same again
but that's not possible
people tell u to move on
or u feel it's 'time'
i dont think so
i like living in this rut
im not budging
this is one rut i nva want to get out of
i love u guys
always
blaque stepped into the dark at 11:40 PM!
wow!!! omg the Grammys rocks!!! was watching the opening performances jus now n man it truly friggin rocks!! was totally blown away..wow!! ok opening performance comprised of : black eyed peas, eve n gwen stefani, maroon 5, los lonely boys n franz ferdinand!!! man they all looked very cool..=) haha sth abt guys in suits n strumming the guitar like they havnt a care in the world seems v hot! =) haha...then heard alicia keys jus now...man her vocal range is fantastic...think the grammys rock!!! =) goh n baoru!!! where are u when i need u????! haha...=)
valentine's day today..got a sunflower frm yixin...n a baloon frm lisa...n a tulip frm the class guys...haha at least they did sth this yr! =) angel n mortal also got me stuff...very cute!! haha..think this vday very slack...im slackin again now...givin myself a hol...tmr...that's when the work's gonna start! :)
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Friday, February 11, 2005
as the days go by...
altho it's CNY...this year's celebrations seem strangely muted to me...i no longer feel the euphoria that i did when i felt that CNY was drawing near...the anticipation of getting angbaos...meeting with relatives...or even the new year goodies...this year i didnt even eat much...hmmm then dun see much gambling arnd too...not that i advocate or play...but it's always there during new year...n this year...have onli seen my family play a bit but nth much too...dunno lars jus feel that...I cant feel the festivities!!!!!! yea that's jus what im sayin...sigh..this new year is goin to pass damn fast...n i still dun feel anything...ahhhh...is it cos im older n things are clearer to me? like ive grown more cynical n know things for what they really are? things no longer seem what they were before...maybe ignorance really is bliss...that's what ive believed in for a really long time...sometimes, not knowing is the best escape...cowardly it may be...but i'd rather hide than face certain things...yet it has a way of staring at u straight in the face till u can no longer avoid it...hmm
cny has always been very routine...first day go this person'd hs...2nd day there...so on n so forth...but this year qt early then went over to jinyuan's hs alr...haha yup it was quite fun...altho ive alot of cousins...n i seriosly mean ALOT...there have always been only them that i talk to..probably cos they're closer in age n they dun care abt the other relatives...and have been playin with them since young!! haha can rmb that large part of my childhood was spent playing at their hs...haha invented some really stupid games like 'DIE'...then always play basketball in their small cramped rm which consisted of throwing the ball into the hoop (which is really just an open cupboard door) =) those were fun times...then we didnt contact each other for qt a long while...then recently started seeing each other arnd again...so yea really appreciate having cousins...real ones, for that fact.. yup so was at their hs today...then ended up playing weiqi with jinrui...haha i kept losing!!! then after that we played reversi...n connect-4..haha all on the weiqi board..fun! =) haha then jinhong kept cheating for me...haha really qt funny...=) had a gd time today...then saw jinyuan n wow! ure really dark yea? haha...gave me a shock when i turned n u were standing bhind me...=) well here's a BIG cny greeting to one and all...hope u all feel the festivities that i dun feel... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
blaque stepped into the dark at 10:38 PM!
Monday, February 07, 2005
slack!!!!!!~
haha wahh today was not such a bad day.very damn slack!!!! omg chem was like super slack....holy gd mood these days...fri didnt go sch...cos was sick n wow. think it's like one of the rare times i didnt go sch...but i jus slept the day away lars haha...=) today was qt fun...was a major crapping session...haha lisa n her 'hairpy' ...haha ohman cant blieve she thought of that!!! haha then after sch we jus slacked arnd....haha cornered lee kai at the 6c class bench..haha was with simin n we like questioned him non-stop abt ahem ya...haha...but he refuse to say who lars...ahhh so irritatin...haha then we were like so tired cos he dun wanna say despite our endless questions...subtle anot...then in the end like no conclusion lars....haha but we have an idea who...=) haha...then think we look qt funny, both of us sitting on either side of him, until he cldnt really move haha qt fun...sigh we even roped in his frens to help in his confession...but to no avail..sigh...=) vday coming soon!~ haha...our class guys better do sth for us!!! ahha unlike last yr lors...=) must go n think abt wad to buy for my angel n mortal...hmm qt hard ehs...both guys lorx...sigh better start wracking my brains now!! =)
blaque stepped into the dark at 8:00 PM!
Saturday, February 05, 2005
it's only during odd times like this that i suddenly feel the urge to write...the urge to weave thoughts into wprds...my thoughts...my words...ive always been more able to put into words what i thought more ably than to hear me actually speak them...somehow, the lack of confidence, perhaps, or sth, just holds me bac from saying them out loud. ive always preferred to put them into words of the written form, somehow i just feel better and much more comfortable...what i can't seem to voice out, im able to, in my own time, put them into writing. i havnt written in a long time, not the stories that i crave to write. i cant seem to find any inspiration to do so. i used to get sparks of inspiration from the oddest things. a word rom the song that i hear? sth ive seen on the television? a picture? i'd get an idea in my head.one that cld remain stuck there for a long time unless i found the time to put them into writing. the satisfaction with knowing that ive written a gd story is sth that i crave for. i can't will inspiration to strike me, that much i know.. and having to work hard at thinking of a story sometimes jus dun turn out favourably. of cos there hav been times when it happened, when im under a time limit to write an essay, like that during an exam, these bright sparks of inspiration do strike me. but it seems they call upon me less and less. or am i not watching out for them? so preoccupied am i with other things that bog my mind. i'd rmb times when lines wld enter my head n i jus had to scribble them down somewhere, uncaring of whether they made sense. i'd jot down ideas, write poems that i show only to the closest of friends. i wish i could revisit all these again. i want to start writing again. i want to feel the heady rush of ideas as they pour into my mind, as my mind explore the seemingly endless possibilities in which the story cld begin, or end. and write i will..
blaque stepped into the dark at 4:58 PM!
Thursday, February 03, 2005
for gp lesson today, ms tay brought us out to watch Hotel Rwanda...pretty cool stuff yea? =) went lido...then we went to mos burger...v nice!!! then went in to watch...its a really sad show...i was quite horrified by all that was depicted...cos knowing that it's a true story and all...its really sad to know that all this atrocities had actually happened to somebody...but it's a realli gd show worth catching...very worth it...was crying throughout the show...cant help it lars..the show's realli gd!!
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
had bio SPA today....ahhhh ok lars at least it went fine...am quite happy...at least its over!!!!!!!!! haha then i can slack liaos...but acty shldnt lars...cos there's like a shit pile of HW waiting for me to do...ahhhh...hmm lemme see what's there to do...
maths: tut 2
chem: Ksp tut
Bio: tpt in plants tut
econs: tut 2
GP: issues n ideas
GP bulletin
lib: collate report for lib tour
pass KG dept requiremts
get pple for ms heng's CIP
CNY decor
lib week
okok...list gettin longer n longer...ahhhh.. no need to do PE tmr!!! but tt's cos i havnt recovered from my cough yet...sucks larx...cant stop coughing...ohwell...
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