we can live like jack and sally

Saturday, May 28, 2005

OH SHIT. fererro's out.DAMN. DAMN. why did he have to meet safin in the THIRD round???!!!! damn.

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

wow so exciting!!!! so many things have happened over this week...;) goin to watch darth vader on sunday!!! with sonya!!! finally!!! how cool is that man...hahahaha im very happy...:) then after that goin to have swensens treat by junior exco at ps....yay!!! very very happy...:) then watched niptuck ytd...rocks!!! hmmm wad else...ya!!! then carrie won AI....err wanted bo to win acty but honestly i cldnt care less...they're all goin to produce an album at the end of all this hoo-ha anyway....n LIVERPOOL won!!!!!! yay!!! haha....v happy...:) didnt get to watch the match tho sighhh mus catch the repeat...hmmm n french open has started!!!! n fererro got thru the 1st round!!! haha ok i shld have more confidence in him but he's been so off-form lately it's scary...hopefully he'll winn this again like he did in 2003!!! =)
jiayin told us today of a bk that really set me thinking...it's abt a girl called anna who's 13 n was basically conceived to allow her older sister kate to have a shot at life...kate had been diagnosed with a rare form of leukaemia since birth...so the parents decided to have anna who would be a perfect genetic match for her sister....so she spent her childhood donating lymphocytes to her sister...donating blood...so although she was a perfectly healthy girl, she was in n out of the hospital the bulk of her childhood. one day kate had kidney failure and anna had to donate her kidney to her, she refused so she sued her parents. basically it was cos she felt that she had been denied her rights from young to choose whether she wanted to donate or not...she won the suit in the end, but she died in a car accident on the way out of court n her attorney decided for her since she was a minor tt she'd have wanted to donate her kidney, n her sister kate lived. set me thinking abt whether i would do sth like that...anna didnt want to as she felt the choice had been taken away from her n if she donated her kidney, there were many things she wldnt be able to do...she was only 13...but one has to think of the flipside, tt if she didnt, her sister would die n did she really want that? i mean yes she would have to be there for her sister as long as she lived, donating whatever tt she needed to her, but it is a gift...if she said no, her decision would result in her sister's death...hmmm i know i would, in a heartbeat do it for my family if the situation ever arose...i'd want to be there for them..

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

crossin' over to the DARK side..

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julian mchahon!!! :)

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nip/tuck!

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haha had a gd laugh in sch today again...:) all bcos of me n eileen feelin uncomfortable at eating sausages haha...then damn disgusting they started linking it to really dirty topics haha...:) bought 8 days today!! normally dun buy, but got dath vader...how not to buy??! haha...damn cool...wahh damn embarrassing now guan sin thinks i think darth's sexy...haha no!!! he's jus REALLY cool...n i DO NOT get turned off by his breathing lisa!!! hahahahha....:) i wanna watch the show....:) investiture on fri...goin to buy presents tmr!! :) hmmm dunno what to get still... qt happy that we're finally steppin down, feel relieved!! no more stress...:) nip tuck showing on wed!!! must watch everybody!!!!!! =)

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

dreamin' of u..

hello! :) had elections the other day n it was really qt funny...:) bittersweet that it's our very last thing to organise i guess...sighhh but its finally all over...:) *beams* haha...been a tiring n unaccomplished wk...nedd to start wking harder...qt happy that at least did more wk over the wkend...well mum not letting me go for famine camp...altho my aim of goin is less than noble...(i need the 30 hrs) n yuck (pearls suck)...:( ohhwell...if i dun hit, forget it lars...sigh..
realised one afternoon while i was sitting at the class bench that ive spent the past 1 n a half year with them...come to think abt it, these pple are those that really noe me...i mean ivce like spent so much time with them...laughing like mad during lectures...eating tgt during breaks...or jus stoning at the class bench tgt...jus wanna say a big than u...JC(hc) wld have been unbearable without all of u...:)
meeting yixin n simin on the first day..
realising that we only had 7 guys...:)
having a twin(wanyi) in class...
disowning ks as our triplet...
all the class scandals(tt nva seem to end)
meeting the seniors
having our very own classbench (ok fine others hav it too) ;)
discovering we hav prata in HC!
goin over to tchs for food...(western!)
swimming lessons..
moaning n groaning all the way to the swimming pool..
laughing hysterically with the gals...
met lisa! :)
became much closer...
studyin at mac's..
eating meepok @ balestier...
laughing with yixin...
stoning with simin..
late-night phonecalls...
being the first few at class bench every morn...
talkin to the seniors...
lib meetings with the exco...
qiuting n her ultra-lame jokes...:)
peilin my best lib exco mate...:)
the guys who nva fail to make us laugh...:)
whether they mean to or not...:)
maf..
soiree...
halloween night..
cny...
orientation...
hope these wonderful memories will nva end...:)

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

haha laughed alot today...was really funny during the 2nd break...haha think eric went abit haywire...ahha ohman the things he were saying...ahha kept wishing kane happy bdae every 1 minute...ahhahah....=) damn funny...laugh until i started tearing really badly....lol..:) surpisingly i wsnt very tired today...hmmm...think it was my most awake bio prac since start of year...:) elections tmr!!!!! imhappyimhappyimhappy........!!!!!!!!! n honestly, can u blame me? ;)

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Saturday, May 07, 2005

Heaven Knows
Rick Price

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

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have always felt rather sad when pple ask me whether im sad that im steppin down..bcos sadly i really dun...i want to feel sad...i want to miss it..but i really don't...have been thinking abt this alot lately...n i guess i kinda arrived at the ans...it's pretty mnuch cos of alot of reasons that have snowballed into 1 big prob..she's always been tellin me that i havnt performed up to her stds n im irresponsible at times n i dun take initiative n that i havnt grown as a leader...i guess over time i shld get used to it but i havnt..was tellin me that again on fri, n i was really upset...i really wanted to cry...but promised myself t i wld nva ever cry in front of her...wadever events that we hav done or activities that ive organised, ive nva had any acknowledgemt, gained any recognition or even had her support..i dun need alot, i jus need her to tell me 'a job well done'..things have come to the pt where ive begun to doubt wadever it is that ive done...hav i really done my job? were all those times when i stayed bac n had so much on my mind jus...nth? maybe i really havnt done my job..i hate the fact that she has made me doubt myself so..lookin bac, i dunno how i'd hav changed things..it doesnt help tt im caught b/w the exco n her....they seem to think ive a very easy job...i guess i shldnt bother correcting them anymore...it doesnt matter...some after ive stepped down are jus goinn to turn into 'hi-bye' frens, im sure of tt...while others will remian close...im sad that things will turn out like tt...i dun normally dread the wed meetings...know tt we meet almost every wed n many find it a chore..i feel sad lars...feel that we cld hav become much closer...have come to dread it cos everytime i ask to meet im met w groans n pple hu cant wait to leave...this wasnt wad i hoped for when i came into this...but now tt everything's goin to be over..it doesnt matter n i dun have to try anymore...over this week was really exhausted mentally...guess to her ill nva measure up, will always be inadequate n as i have to bear all responsibility, even when it's not mine, things will nva change..wish i cld say it doesnt matter n mean it..

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

(Everything I Do) I Do It For You ---Bryan Adams

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there
you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it
there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

my most fav song ever ever ever~~~~!!!! ahhh omg it's so nice...to simin: hope our wishes come true!! :)

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Your Birthdate: August 3

Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.
The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.
There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.

You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.
Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.
You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.

You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.
You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive.
You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

haha hmmm..think it's not very accurate...esp the express in public n excel in singing haha..but yea im restless n am too sensitive...mood swings too ahha..=)

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Sunday, May 01, 2005

yo!! :) havnt updated again in awhile...:) changed my blog template!! qt like this new one...the other one got so many probs...cant even see the pics properly...so decided to change the template....was initially goin to look for sth with darth vader but not nice ehs...hmmm acty was nva really interested in star wars...all those times when sonya kept gushing abt them, i cldnt understd her um, enthusiasm ahha...:) but ytd went to get a copy of FIRST n read the plot, heyy its qt interestg...helps that i like darth vader, think he's damn cool n after all this is the episode where they show why he crosses over...sigh darth vader looks damn cool lars...maybe go post his pic here later...:)
went to j8 jus now...with joy n my mum n sis, bro-in-law n his mum...went to walk walk..:) this long wkend, hmmm qt sian but i guess better than nth...shld take this time to catch up on lotsa hw...sighhh
tues must go up to the stupidd bridge to make announcemt again...arghhhhhh...then PPC dun let u go up unless u tuck in ur shirt n yuck it looks terrible...lib jts we're goin to sakae!!!! ahha yay...qt happy abt that...:) get treated ehs...lala...:)
saw manu the other day at coro!!! was a nice surprise...think we're nva goin to meet up as a grp until like end of yr? damn sad..
went tekong the other day n must say that it was qt fun!! haha ok let's see...1st stop we went into the audi where they briefed us abt some entry stuff...then went to a lt where they showed us all the equipmt...wow the bags are really heavy...25kg!!!! haha yixin tried to carry but she fell backwards ahha...was really qt funny...then after that we went to try their outfield meal pack...hmmmmm....haha it was ok i guess...ate one mouthful then i politely declined anymore haha...;p then tried the biscuits, n tiong realised that they expired in april...hmmm very convenient, take this opportunity to finish up all the biscuits...:D then we saw ellery!! wahhh he looks diff...ahha..n jinxing saw me too, but i didnt see him...ahha was sayin that he n his frens felt on display...:) sry man...haha..after tt was IPPT stations...really qt hi-tech...but think the guys found a way to beat the chin-up equipmt...:) haha...dun have to go all the way up n it still counts...:) lastly was the IMT...shooting!!! ahha qt fun but realised that i cant shoot for nuts, damn there goes my hopes of being a sniper..ahha ok nvm getting lame, but it was really a fun experience...sitting on the boat there...the reception where we ate so many mango cakes...:) haha didnt help that the officers there kept reminding the guys that they were gonna see them at the end of the yr...:)
Movies i wanna watch:
-divergence
-Star Wars :revenge of the sith
-charlie n the choc factory
-harry potter!!!!! :)

CDs:
-BSB's 'Never Gone'
-MJ's 'greatest hits'
-bryan adams
:)

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