Friday, August 26, 2005
things seem so unreal...im having trouble with the fact that essentially, today's the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL....! i feel sad when i think abt it, cos i think the next time we meet everyone will be stressed out with exams and everything...things will have changed, it'd be hard to meet up with everybody...of cos there's always post-prelims, but right now it seems such a distance away..hmmmph but was still really happy today!!! we took lotsa pics to preserve all our memories as 04S72...took pics with all the tchers today...class too...haha then we realised that we needed to give the teachers their cards cos we weren't coming bac for teachers' day!! so after sch, we stayed bac n drew really really nice cards for them...we even went coro to like develop the pics we had taken n paste them on the cards!!!! :) think it was v sweet...:) haha yuppp then it was so pretty that we all started taking photos with the cards, haha...think we took like a million pics...:) shall post them up on the blog when i get them..:)
TO EVERYONE IN 04S72: :) WE'VE HAD REALLY GOOD MEMORIES TOGETHER...AND I HOPE THAT THESE MEMORIES WILL CONTINUE ON ALWAYS! :) *hug
blaque stepped into the dark at 7:36 PM!
Sunday, August 14, 2005
think sometimes Fate really plays u for a fool...something that i wish with all my heart will happen doesnt, while the opposite does...sometimes i wonder if u feel the same way i do..i guess it was better in the past, when i cld jus let things lie, n not think abt it...but now i cant seem to get u out of my mind...maybe ure really v busy with army and all, but somwtimes i wish u'd do sth so that i know im not alone in this...i jus think that it's such a waste if things were jus allowed to fade...i guess there's nth to do but to try to put u out of my mind for now..
blaque stepped into the dark at 9:26 PM!
Friday, August 12, 2005
'Did I fall in love for nothing...' how apt.
blaque stepped into the dark at 11:48 PM!
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
hmmm listening to class95 now...all love songs...and it's so depressing..but im in a depressed mood...so it fits me perfectly fine...
If I
Should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go
But I know
I'll think of you every step of
The way
And I …
Will always
Love you
WAS IT NOTHING AT ALL
~Michael Damian
Drivin' in my car with the wind moving through your hair
I reach for you now, but you're not there
It was the perfect time, the perfect place for us to be
The nights were so warm, move close to me
Was there nothing at all
No more hope of holding your body in the moonlight
Did I fall in love for nothing?
No more hope of touching you, feeling you by my side
Did I fall in love for nothing?
The music that played as the sun started to fade
Our dream vacation was in my mind
Just the other day I thought
I heard you call my name
I wake up, she's gone and there's no one to blame
Was it nothing at all?
No more hope of holding your body in the moonlight
Did I fall in love for nothing?
No more hope of touching you, feeling you by my side
Did I fall in love for nothing?
I tell you right away
I want you back into my life
But if you don't find the way,
I will dream of you tonight
Is there no more hope of holding your body in the moonlight
Did I fall in love for nothing?
No more hope of touching you, feeling you by my side
Did I fall in love for nothing?
The other day
I thought I heard you call my name
Was it nothing at all
Wake up, she's gone
Did I fall in love for nothing at all?
blaque stepped into the dark at 11:06 PM!
Monday, August 08, 2005
national day eve!
haha qt cool today...went to sch for national day celebrations...wahhh acty cant believe they made us stand for abt an hour at the grandstand cos the seats were wet...well anyway tchs had the march past, haha qt interesting...sngs nva had tt...:) then Mr Ang acty like walk down to review the 'troops'!!! ahha qt funny...like real ndp...:) haha then went bac to hwa chong for celebrations for college side...haha think our class wet mad...first we were taking pictures like mad!!!haha mus upload them once i get them...:) then when it came to singing the songs haha we jus went mad...:) started dancing n doin really stupid actions!!! haha...was super enthu today.,..but was fun..:) then went newton circus for dinner again!!! satay, coconut, fried oyster, fishballs...chicken wing!! damn nice...haha qt interesting to watch the pple at newton...cos most are tourists, a few tables from us was this gp of jap (i think) tourists n they were eating durians with a spoon!!! haha...:) goin to cut my hair n get my new specs tmr!!! hopefuly the shop's open...:)
blaque stepped into the dark at 10:06 PM!
Friday, August 05, 2005
things happen when you least expect it...i guess sometimes when u let nature take its course, things might jus turn out the way u want them to be..but im thinking if i shld do sth abt it...cos im afraid that if i leave it..things might fade..guess im more cautious now..no longer hurl myself headlong into things...so shall jus take it easy...n see how things go..:)yupp shall not think abt it too much..
blaque stepped into the dark at 11:33 PM!
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
happy! :)
today is a happy day!!!!!! =) haha was my bday today...and woke up to many msgs waiting!!!! ahah was really happy...till inbox full alr haha...yupp wanna say thnx to everyone who msged me n wished me happy bdae!!! :) to yixin, simin n lisa...thanks for the skirt n the wonderful cake!!!! was really a fantastic surprise...:) totally unexpected!!! haha...choc fudge cake was really gd n finished by eveyone within 5 mins!!! haha...:) thanks to the girls also for getting me the earrings! v nice!!! ahha too many of u to name...:) n also the guys for the tortoise!!! so cute ahha...may thnx for yup, the tortoise too!!! haha...n i really like the earrings!!! ya! it's amazing rite,hav known u for so super long!!! :) smile always!!!to sokhuang: thnx for the earrings! in my fav colour black too! :) n qunxiang for the card, n jinyuan for 'milo'!!! haha its really cute n really looks like ur dog haha...ahhhh i feel so happy...:) n to those who msged me: sonya, shufang, wanyi,yixin ,shuting,simin, lisa, tiong soon, baoru,jinxing, boonkian,may,qunxiang, benjamin,jinyuan,guanlin, jo goh.....! thanks! muacks! :)
blaque stepped into the dark at 10:05 PM!
Monday, August 01, 2005
so exciting!!! haha ytd went with yixin and my mum to vienna to eat buffet dinner...kinda like an early bdae dinner...it was really gd!!! omg was like damn full after that...haha there was sushi, teppanyaki, soba noodles(i like!), many many many desserts, ginseng fish soup, buddha jump over the wall, steakes, prawns, crabs,oysters...omg there was really alot!!! prob the case of u name it they have it haha...:) took many pics too...shall find some way to upload it in...:) hmmm then today stayed bac in sch to study after goin to cafe wadeva with lisa for lunch..went lib n there were so many pple there!!! muggin! we kinda panicked for awhile..then realised oh cos got maths S later...but still!!! haha...studied with eric, taige n lisa...then zhiwen came along..haha eric was really funny, cant stand him sometimes man haha...kept eating my mentos!!!! hmmph i must keep them away frm him...:) ohya the class got CS too....sigh not gd...haha but shall take it as a major class outing i guess haha...to make up for the outing that we nva had but are punished for...:)
blaque stepped into the dark at 8:55 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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