we can live like jack and sally

Thursday, September 29, 2005

met up with sonya on tues!!!! the last day of freedom before sch started again...yea well we went to the new NLB and wow it looks really gd!! i mean there are like 13 floor and the building struc looks really gd...:) went and borrowed lotsa bks ha....one whole shelf of nora roberts...cldnt resist!! haha...then we went to pastamania at bugis for lunch...ahhhh food there very nice....ive a craving for it now...Yea well then we walked arnd, got bored and went delifrance to jus sit and talk...catch up on things...:)
sch has started n ahhh....have to get bac into the flow of things again....

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

yay! i bought a white tube top today!!! haha...=) happyhappy...well anyway tho i dun really like orchard, i seem to be goin there alot lately...went paragon on sat night...n taka again today...haha n i keep seeing HC pple there! saw zijian, joyce and jieying there...hmmm wad jieying was doin there i dunno, like abit lightbulb-ish haha...:) then today saw tt guy frm 7c....was trying to recall his name...charles! (i think) haha...yupp...im finishing my 8 bks!!! need to replenish...:) ohya n i got a new hp! acty its the exact replica of my old one except now it has camera!! haha...happyhappy wkend...:)
was jus talkin to someone the other day abt some stuff...n we both agreed that guys sometimes are qt dense..haha no offense to anyone but really lars...sometimes dunno wad they're thinking....they're really qt confusing haha...;psighh...so....we're washing our hands of them!!!! (for now) :)

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Friday, September 23, 2005

hmmmm since i had so much time on my hands these few days...got arnd to some thinking...was jus wondering like would i look back in a few years time and regret not doing more to pursue my interests...mainly writing lars...ok i still write on the side, now more poems than stories...haha it's funny how things turn arnd...when i was in sec it was stories and more stories that i churned out...but now it's the poems that jus pop into my mind sometimes...haha ive a feeling it's bcos poems are shorter, and im so often pressed for time that i dun have the time sit down n sit thru writing a story...but i miss it...but on the other hand im glad, that i still can write...haha that the ideas havnt stopped...but on the regret thing, hmmm nth much i can do, or at least i think so...have joined this online poem posting thing...it's not bad...i mean it's an outlet for me...to write and allow others to critic...im not one who would write and keep it all to myself, i need to have someone read it n tell me wad they think abt it...regardless of how fantastic i think it is ha...;p used to be sonya but im seeing her like twice thrice a year, v hard to show her also...sighhh...jus rmbed that ive an unfinished story...that i havnt finished writing...think i'l only get round to it after a's...wahhh i shld finish it...started it when i was sec 4 n i havnt even finished!!!!! ahhhh... hmmmm i love writing...as much as i love writing...im jus really happy...that ive sth that i can kinda ok cliched as it may be, escape into...sth that is of importance and interest to me, that im passionate abt, other than sch n getting gd grades that it...:) i dun regret not goin into arts...(ok maybe a tiny tiny bit) but i know things would not have gone as i wished there too...i dun think i'd still have found what i need...i dunno haha if only nus offered a course like creative writing...:) but then again, wld i join? can i make a living out of it? it's so sad, that altho i want to do it, i jus might stop myself cos there's so much other stuff to think abt...like what am i to do..my family...carrer...haha but then nus doesnt offer so technically it's a non-existent dilemma...:) sighh...i keep tellin myself, when i grow up, regardless of what career i'll be in...i'd go bac to writing...like unearth everything that ive ever written and compile it into sth...my wish is that i'd publish...be good enough to publish...jus a hope that when ive enough time, and can devote time to myself, that i can finally pursue writing as i wish...

Death

I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see

His dark hand reach for me

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

my prelims are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ hahahha....:) happyhappyhappy...:) ok quite alot of stuff to update about....so happy that my papers are over alr...but still got some pple not over yet...;p ohwells so after the paper ytd we went to marche at heeren to pig out...haha ate qt alot...was pretty bloated after tt...but damn shuang...:) then walked walked abit...haha but orchard's boring lars...as in there's really nth to see there...it's totally aimless shopping...and got so tired after awhile...so left w vanessa n simin....then went hougang mall...bought dinner n borrowed some bks!! haha felt qt happy then...:) it's so relaxing ha....go hm n i can like slack arnd...can sleep properly, n not wake up panicking~!! haha...
well on to other matters...hmmm my hp's spoilt, so dun msg me for the time being...won't be able to receive tho i can send out ha....damn sian lars, happen on the day my prelims end...:( ohwell,..
cole came bac for the 150th episode!!!!!!! so sweet...he did everything for pheobe...sighhhh true love i guess...they were really the best couple ever onscreen...:) hoped he wld stay permanently but sighhhh cant be helped i guess...but somehow he always looks better when he's in charmed then in nip/tuck..ha..;)
sighhh sometimes i think i can give lessons in anger management alr....really feel like screaming sometimes....jus scream n say things that i know i'll regret later but man i jus really want to lash out...but i dun, cos i know she'll be hurt...n ultimately me too...but sometimes i can really feel the headache pound at the back of my head when we start..can feel it now..sighhh i jus wish i cld tune out...then i wldnt hear so much...i don't want to pull a long face...but how to smile? when there's nth to be happy abt...n i wish things could be fine again...i dun want to be caught in the middle of things...pulled in so many directions...cant u jus let me stay out of it? what i don't know wouldn't kill me..

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

ABSOLUTELY DEPRESSING....!!!!! ENGLAND LOST!!!!!!!!!! 1-0 TO NORTHERN IRELEND....EXTREME SADNESS...SIGHHH...WOKE UP EARLY IN THE MORN AND SAW JINYUAN'S MSG THAT ENGLAND HAD LOST....AHHHHHHH sighh......even worse was when i realised that sven had kept to the stupid 4-5-1 formation!!!! madness!!!!!!! it got criticised like mad and he still used it...i mean its really not the time to expt lars...in a qualifier ehs....sighhhh...now, ENGLAND HAS 2 GAMES LEFT AND THEY MUST WIN BOTH THEN CAN ENTER WORLD CUP...IF NOT....OHMAN, I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABT IT...:(

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Monday, September 05, 2005

seven7

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free kick!!

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in my opinion....this is the best one moment o his career...it's unbelieveable when u watch the match...he really led them to world cup!!!!!!!! sighhh jus got reminded of this when i watched england play wales ytd....ohman, his crosses n free-kicks are the best!!!!! inch-perfect crosses.....:)

Simply the Becks By Joe Melling
David Beckham sent the nation into ecstasy and England triumphantly on their way to the World Cup finals with a moment he has never bettered in his extraordinary career.
Beckham: Unable to take his eyes of the one prize?(ShaunBotterill/Allsport)As 66,000 fans at Old Trafford and millions across the land celebrated the free-kick goal which ensured a place in the 2002 finals in Japan and Korea, the jubilant England captain said: 'It's the best feeling ever. We've done a lot of the hard work but we have to carry on now.'
With seconds remaining of an afternoon which had threatened miserable failure and England trailing Greece 2-1, the Manchester United star conjured a moment of pure magic which booked his place in national footballing folklore.
A trademark 25-yard free-kick swerved into the Greek net in the 93rd minute to earn Sven Goran Eriksson's team a 2-2 draw and - with Germany held 0-0 at home to Finland - it was enough to leave them top of Group Nine at the end of the qualifying stage.
Eriksson later described Beckham as the 'world's greatest free-kick artist'.
The coach added: 'He really deserved to score the important goal because he had one of the best games I've ever seen him play. He ran all over the pitch and did everything to push the team.'
A jubilant Beckham joked that his wife Victoria's nickname for him - 'Golden balls' - had never been more appropriate. 'Maybe I lived up they did against a surprisingly efficient Greek team. However, few cared about that last night once automatic qualification had been secured in true storybook fashion.
Beckham, whose costly sendingoff in the 1998 World Cup on the night England lost on penalties to Argentina is now a distant memory, was a picture of joy as he was mobbed by team-mates and cheered to the echo by the supporters who packed the stadium where he has performed so many heroic deeds in the past.
'The character of the team was unbelievable,' he said. 'It wasn't the prettiest today and we had to keep battling. To come back twice like we did was special.
'It was a good time to score. I didn't know the Germany result but once I'd scored, I ran to the side and found out. It was a great feeling.'
Beckham revealed that his former clubmate Teddy Sheringham, who was fouled for the decisive free-kick, had wanted to take it - but was waved away by the captain.
'One had to go in,' said Beckham, who had made half-a-dozen attempts from similar range. 'I was disappointed with the others and Teddy said he wanted it. But I said it was too far out for him!
'In situations like that you remember the European Cup Final against Bayern Munich when we (Manchester United) came back to score two late goals.
'We showed how much we wanted to go to the World Cup finals.'
Eriksson, who continued to show his midas touch as England coach, was a relieved and jubilant figure. He was able to celebrate with his Italian girlfriend Nancy Dell'Ollio, and 14-year-old daughter Lina (from his first marriage) who were guests at the match.
'I'm very happy,' he said. 'It was a marvellous afternoon, although maybe not in the football sense - I don't think we played very well, especially in the first half. I think we wanted it too much. In the second half we were much better and showed a lot of character.
'We're in the World Cup finals and that's what counts.'
Sheringham, 35, scored the first England equaliser with his first touch. It enabled him to claim the distinction of the fastest ever goal by an England substitute. But he gave Beckham the credit.
The Tottenham captain said: 'We didn't play well and it was all about character. The captain showed us the way, ran himself into the ground and deserved his goal.'

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Friday, September 02, 2005