Thursday, September 22, 2005
my prelims are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ hahahha....:) happyhappyhappy...:) ok quite alot of stuff to update about....so happy that my papers are over alr...but still got some pple not over yet...;p ohwells so after the paper ytd we went to marche at heeren to pig out...haha ate qt alot...was pretty bloated after tt...but damn shuang...:) then walked walked abit...haha but orchard's boring lars...as in there's really nth to see there...it's totally aimless shopping...and got so tired after awhile...so left w vanessa n simin....then went hougang mall...bought dinner n borrowed some bks!! haha felt qt happy then...:) it's so relaxing ha....go hm n i can like slack arnd...can sleep properly, n not wake up panicking~!! haha...
well on to other matters...hmmm my hp's spoilt, so dun msg me for the time being...won't be able to receive tho i can send out ha....damn sian lars, happen on the day my prelims end...:( ohwell,..
cole came bac for the 150th episode!!!!!!! so sweet...he did everything for pheobe...sighhhh true love i guess...they were really the best couple ever onscreen...:) hoped he wld stay permanently but sighhhh cant be helped i guess...but somehow he always looks better when he's in charmed then in nip/tuck..ha..;)
sighhh sometimes i think i can give lessons in anger management alr....really feel like screaming sometimes....jus scream n say things that i know i'll regret later but man i jus really want to lash out...but i dun, cos i know she'll be hurt...n ultimately me too...but sometimes i can really feel the headache pound at the back of my head when we start..can feel it now..sighhh i jus wish i cld tune out...then i wldnt hear so much...i don't want to pull a long face...but how to smile? when there's nth to be happy abt...n i wish things could be fine again...i dun want to be caught in the middle of things...pulled in so many directions...cant u jus let me stay out of it? what i don't know wouldn't kill me..
blaque stepped into the dark at 10:30 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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