we can live like jack and sally

Friday, February 24, 2006

'For a brief moment, my heart caught in my throat as your name leaped at me from the screen. Joy surged through me as my heart missed a beat. For one moment, I truly thought that it was all coming true. Then cruel dismay washed over me, as I realise it is not you. Anger, fierce and dark, rises within me, as you've made me face the reality of my feelings, how hopelessly my heart is caught in yours. And there is nothing I can do.'

blaque stepped into the dark at 11:41 PM!

A levels are out next wed!!!!! scaryyy...too suddenly have a fixed date after all the rumours that have been arnd...it's pretty nerve-wracking...damn but it's fast.
going bac to wk after two days' leave was a gd decision...:) have acty been feeling v bored and increasingly irritated at wk...dealing with sometimes really awful customers that i jus feel like slamming the phone down on or jus telling them to nt buy if they find it too ex...argghhh! and i feel like strangling my tuition kid sometimes....why can't he jus do his hw???!!!! even after scolding him, the next lesson the same thing will happen...makes me pity my pri tutor when i used to nt finish my wk...but heyy i was so scared of her tt most of the time i confessed (while in tears) before she has even began lors....sighhh...wad ever happened to the healthy fear of teachers.... it's really qt true when they say that tutors are hardly worth anything in the parents' eyes...jus a tool, n if the kid fails...ciao.
on a happier note...
i went to the beach last sunday!!! haha went east coast...havn't been there since like really really long...when i was pretty young haha yupp it's been that long...:) it's really nice to simply walk along the edge of the sea barefoot...very soothing and relaxing.... :)
real madrid LOST... arghhhhhh...against ARSEnal........ok fine haha but i cldnt resist....;p seriously thought they wld have won!!!!!!! sighhh...ohwell but at least becks played well....
reading judith mcnaught's 'whitney, my love' now...it is a fantastic bk!! i think this is the 3rd time im reading it...but i nva get sick of it...:) shld go read it...:) was going to meet sonya next wed but can't now...cos of the results being released...Haha i sure hope i get to meet her sometime soon! seems like all our attempts have been thwarted..:)

blaque stepped into the dark at 10:14 PM!

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!! :) sighhh so sad this yr!!!! no presents!!! at least last time when we were all in sch we'd do gift exchange....esp in stnicks...man it was madness, spending the whole day running up n down sch corridors and in n out of the staff rm...but now....SIGHH...haha ohwell..
had class gathering on sat night! was really pretty surprised with the turnout...think we didnt even have so many pple turn up for jts lars....hmmm dunno if it was bcos of the fact that i had jus taken my medicine so i was relly drowsy or what..but i was really qt bored...ha didnt help tt all the guys cld talk abt was army all the way...man! haha maybe they'll exhaust the topic say....one yr later? nahh,,,tt's too short...hahaha..:) but it was gd seeing the faces again...tho sometimes i felt awkward...seems to me like we've lost the easy camadarie with each other...pretty divided despite a large turnout...but i finally took pics!!! haha brought my digicam...:)
work's stressful...was really tired out the past few days....wanted to smash sth haha...sth tt wld break into a satisfying million smithereens...:)
yixin's left for aust...take care girl...shall miss havingu arnd...tag me ok??? i'l make sure i'l reply..:) n email me!!! haha...:)
Disappointed cld hardly describe how i feel, but im not in the position to make judgements, so i can only say tt i'd expected so much more...

blaque stepped into the dark at 7:55 PM!