we can live like jack and sally

Sunday, April 23, 2006

u know what makes me really happy? when i stop myself from renting a bk that i REALLY want at the bkshop cos it's too damn expensive and guess what? i find it the next day at the library....! hahaha :)
went to NTU for the mass comm interview on sat!!! haha man it's friggin' far... thank god my bro-in-law cld give me a ride there...think i'd have to take at least two hrs if i were taking public tpt...haha.. the sch looks pretty nice, tho it looks abit small...hmmm but i didnt explore much...was too nervous!!! haha but i think the interview went alright....haha hopefully!! :) was qt nervous at first but then my nerves steadied out after..haha but when the interview was over n i was talking to my friends haha it started trembling again...haha after-effects...but is jus so happy it's finally over...:) shall jus wait and see now..:)
i hate shopping for laptops....cos the pple always rattle on and on n ive no friggin idea wad they are talking abt....seriously, im not very comp savvy and i cldnt care les...wahhh went to simlim/simlin? today and it was so crowded..! hais ok but nt bad....brought some brocs back and managed to narrow down the choices...man this is goin to clear out my earnings for the past few mths...
i hate it when my blog becomes somewhere where i cant speak my mind...times like this, i feel like setting up another one jus for me to vent!!!! arghhh

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

I am Academic Girl
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

To jy: no ure nt actually wrong, I know what's the problem,trust me. there have been times when i lie awake in bed and im jus so mad at myself. why am i doing all this...im goin to regret not doing so many things that i actually wanted to do...yes i do regret not going ahead and doing certain things, but at the end of it all, i feel that it is sth that i shld do.. im not living someone else's life, not in that way...but im jus doing some things tt i think need to be done. i don't know if anyone understds this acty but it's jus the way i look at it..sometimes i do feel that i shld learn to live a little...although it's nth acty that extreme, but yea...i do get what u mean..:) so thanks! for caring enough to tell me..:) not many pple wld have.. haha but i do wonder when u observed it ha.... :D
On a different note altogether...
The most important things often hit without warning. and as it should, this one did exactly that. I neve saw it coming, I cld never have dodged it. But i guess when the anger that I thought shld have risen in me did not surface, but instead i felt so much hurt, I really shld have known better.

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Saturday, April 08, 2006

It's 1.23am. haha i need to stop blogging at such late hours...:) but today was a gd day...guess i must really treasure these gd days that i have...haha.. went to the rental bkshop after wk today....got the latest brenda joyce bk!!! n got one of her old ones too haha guess tt contributed to my gd mood...:) met simin and may on wed at PS...man i think that was the first time in god knows how many yrs tt i ate my dinner at 6+...felt so bloated!! haha glad tt simin liked the bag i got her...haha always have a very gd time when i meet up with the both of them...haha laughed til i started tearing...:D we always seem to have a communication breakdown when we talk yea? hahahah...:D jus wanna say thanks for being a very impt part of my life...may:someone who was my very best fren when we were in p3 and simin: someone who features v greatly in all the times tt i was truly happy in HC... :) thanks girls..
goin to PS again on sun! ahha gonna go get my sunglasses!! haha v exciting!! :)
btw the bk sale at PS sucks..cldnt even get a single bk la...all of them were some crappy comp bks...and the few nora roberts bks tt i found( after unearthing them from the mountain of bks) i had read b4!!! arghhh v frustrating...the one at paragon is much better.... :)
Lost is very very gd!!! im qt hookd on the new season...it's so much better than the last season! things are falling into place but yet there are new discoveries to be made....haha exciting!!! man once a wk is not enough!!! hmmm now i only watch grey's anatomy n lost....strangely am qt put off by desp hswives....getting BORINGG...... ohwelll...patrick dempsey ( i think) well anyway Dr. McDreamy in grey's anatomy is getting on my nerves!!! wahhh cant stand him man...damn whiny cant-make-up-his-mind fella...but other than him, the series' really nt bad...love sandra oh! jus heard the radio...some nice songs...
Hot five (i think) - cash machine
gwen stefani- crash
eminem- shake that
pussycat dolls feat. BEP - beep :)
n in another era altogether.....
air supply- goodbye
air supply- all out of love
depeche mode- somebody ( v v v v nice.....)
bryan adams- everything i do- i do it for u ( my fave song)!!!!!!! :D

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

It's 1.30am and im still up...was acty really tired and shld have been sleeping...but in the end started watchg TV and surfing the net...yea well so im still here...hmmm everything's pretty screwed up right now...yea to quote sonya, 'the world's shrinking..' ok maybe those weren't her exact words...but yea sth to tt effect..it really didnt seem tt too long ago when the world was shining with possibilities...and we cld have our pick of them...right now im jus being bludgeoned to death with reality. maybe it's cos it's in the middle of the night...but i jus feel oddly depressed and deflated. everything's very screwed up...nva been a very optimistic person n right now i jus feel downright angry n sad. over what ive no idea, but it's jus one of those times when it seems like everything u think u know so well has been yanked right out from under ur feet and ure jus left floundering. sigh. depressing eh? damn.
i need to stop moping arnd. tmr's (ok technically today) another day n i gotta work...many many things to do n i dun have time n energy to think so much. pple tellu to count ur blessings but at times like these u jus dun feel like it, of cos i tell myself (as i silently list my miseries in my head) heyy ive many things to be happy abt...smile valiantly and yupp...it's pretty much a blank right now. man this is depressing. but ok yea im done.

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