Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Gp essay tmr...argh...hafta go online to search for info...prob goin to hafta write abt euthanasia or abortion...sigh gotta make up my mind abt my stand...but think im goin to end up arguing the moral aspects of things...which feels like a weaker argument...but one which i feel more strongly for...hmm...ohwell...
anyway anyone goin bac stnicks for tchers' day??? tell me! then we meet up!!! :):)
was talking to simin abt our future today...haha n wad kind of guys we go for...hm...have a pretty gd idea...tho im atracted to those very cute n AC kind rite, i prob wun end up with someone liddat...yixin thinks so too...haha she says ill end up with someone quiet..haha but not tt extreme lars...hm...but definitely must be someone i can talk to...can tolerate my 'madness' sometimes when i become abit high...haha able to make me laugh...:) n everyone thinks ill end up with those very perfect kind of family haha...rmb last yr when we envisioned each other's futures?? haha mine basically still the same...:) haha think teo's is the funniest...haha how she n her husband wld eat dinner in silence...n when they fight it wld be sth like a cold war...haha...qt funny...sigh...miss u guys...everyday i think of sth tt we used to do...when we were bac in stnicks...n sometimes i wish u guys were right bside me...u guys understood me best...n ill treasure our frenship forever!!!!!!!!!! :):):)
blaque stepped into the dark at 6:37 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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