Sunday, September 12, 2004
feelin restless n upset now...over wad im not too sure..but i kinda have an idea..put it aside for now...
~Soulmates'
i used to believe in soulmates
i used to believe in finding the right one
the One
the only
do i still believe in that now?
i don't know
don't know what to believe anymore
what to trust
what to feel
if there are such things as soulmates
will i ever find mine
if the man i marry is not my soulmate
then is what i feel for him fake?
or any less?
have i upset the order of things
have i stole someone else's soulmate
then is what i feel love
blaque stepped into the dark at 9:37 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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