Sunday, November 14, 2004
feelin' an odd sense of lethargy...feelin detached..confused...bored...sick...tired....like wth...everything's so irritatin...wish i cld jus not care...so many things on my mind...things which some are my responsibility...but doesnt stop me frm feelin any more sian abt it...ahhh fuck...cant stand these things...frigfrigfrig...hate all this...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
everyone seems to be enjoyin themselves....but im feelin this sense of lethargy n irritation n annoyance n anger tt i cant shake off...irrational...but there...feelin hitting somebody...in a real pisser of a mood...so sue me
blaque stepped into the dark at 5:04 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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