Wednesday, October 05, 2005
In a pisser of a mood
today is a sucky day...been feeling very outta sorts latelt...very snappish too...n feeling v v v bitchy....but have managed to hold bac so far, so all the damage ive done so far is to myself, as i struggle with immense difficulty to choke bac words....arghhhhh...everyone sucks and everyone is so fucking irritating....getting on my frgging nerves....yeayea i know im ranting....ahhh but am jus so irritated...hate the look on ur faces, hate wad u say....damnit!!!!! ok so i feel slightly better...ahhh everything's terrible...
well on a better note...or happier note.....becks is thriving on the right flank!!! ahha so happy that he's so in form...the recent match against real mallorca, he set up all 4 goals!!! ahha all those hu says he sux, eat ur words!!! still think he's one of the best players in the world...aha see, i didnt even say he's the best, have maintained a modicrum of rationality...but i still think he's the best crosser ha...!
blaque stepped into the dark at 10:46 AM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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