Friday, January 06, 2006
back!!!!!!!!!! :)
hahahahha heyyyy!!!!! yay im finally back ahha...:) my comp's FINALLY repaired...but it's for the time being only....my bro-in-law warns tt the next time i switch on...........it might not work again....ARGHHHH...so must take advantage of it now....or i cld resolve to never switch it off...:)
ok updates!!!! am working now...at kinda like a pharmacy...haha the wk's pretty cool...meet lotsa pple...was telling sonya that it really opened up my eyes...cos this place sells mostly wheelchairs...n hospital equipmt, so most of the pple i meet acty have many probs...almost everyone has someone at home who cant walk or is really sick...guess it's sth tt u always know, but it jus hits u all of a sudden when u come face to face with it...hmmmm been at it for 2 wks...haha and alr ive been counting down to the wkends....its hard wk man....sighhh n im giving tuition twice a wk too...so it's really damn xiong ha...
met up with the pre u sem gp on boxing day!!! ahha had such a fun time...11 ppl turned up!!! nt bad...:) had a really gd time...havnt seen them for like 1 and a 1/2 yrs...haha chirag's still as funny as ever n mingyong as crappy as ever...:) shld meet up again!!! :) listening to the eminem cd now...encore rocks!!!!!~
meeting up with sonya next wk...finally! gonna watch geisha i think...jus read the bk...cant wait to watch gong li's portrayal of Hatsumomo!!! :) sighhh really dunno when's the next time il be updating so must type everything now...ahha...:)
Sometimes things don't turn out the way u want them to...i guess il nva know who's fault it was...or if anyone was at fault in the first place....wish lotsa stuff, but guess i can only blame myself for letting it slip by..dunno if things cld have been different, it jus sucks when i think abt it...during sch, i kept thinking, 'ok let's see after a's, see how it goes...' now that it's alr '06...i dun have sth to hold on to anymore..im still very confused acty..sighhh it's a messy situation...yea i know i dun make sense..hmmph
well have currently got ZERO prom pics...haha cos everything is scattered everywhere...din bring cam tt day...so gotta wait for pple to send me....n comp been spoilt for so long...hope they still rmb to send me ha...:) my niece is getting cuter by the day!!! ahha she came by jus now..man she's such a cute little thing...haha so look forward to seeing her every wk... :D although been v tired every night when i reach hm, i still stay up...most of the time reading, n my mum doesnt understd lars haha cos i wake up the next day damn friggin tired...but its the only free time i have throughout the wk see...so i gotta make use of it...so end up reading till 1am...haha nocturnal..:)
BSB GONNA BE IN TOWN!!!!!!! hahahah...damn excited...but dunno can go not...mum considering..hahah sonya says she'll go with me tho i know she doesnt want...hahaha...she says it'll be an experience...but heyyy i think its gonna be gd.:)
ok...think it's qt long alr...:) screen's abit warped so the colour's damn off...ahh i hate my comp...haha....cya here again...(soon i hope)
blaque stepped into the dark at 10:22 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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