Monday, November 22, 2004
jus watched austin powers....man it's the ULTIMATE STUPID SHOW...so damn lame...OMG...eurgh n he's so disgusting!!! cant stand the way he says 'oh babyy..' argh gonna have nightmares...haha but dr evil damn funny man...so super lame...haha when he does all the movies shit...like acting as darth vader.....lame...
btw...goin to watch bridget jones diary 2 soon!!!! haha so exciting...been wanting to watch it for so long...gonna watch it with sonya....havnt seen her in a while...n she's gonna fly off to france soon!!! ahh so lucky...sobsobb...ohwell...u gotta buy sth for me...hahaha...:) speaking of buying things...will a kind soul out there PLS get me the latest eminem cd??? man i reallyreallyreally want it....it's damn gd...well acty i only heard one song frm it...jus lose it...yeah! haha..but judging frm his past albums? he's gonna rock...sigh...but no cash!!! ahhhh...:(
watched a bug's life the other day too...haha the little ants so damn cute...listening to perfect 10 now....nice song...think it's by jc chasez...from n'sync...haha yeah nice song...oh that blowin' me up with her love song...hahaha...:) cool...
talked to him on friday...haha was so happy after tt...sigh not goin to see him in awhile...the next time wld prob be feb....when the results for a's come out...hopefully...i'll get to see him then...i dunno whether it'll fade....if it fades, is it any less real? was jus thinking the other day about relationships on a whole...hmm it's real mind-boggling..
if u truly love someone....is her happiness more impt than ur own? if her bein happy means away frm u, do u fulfil her wish cos u really love her? or shld u fight for it? well frm the way i see things...if u can let her go? u dun love her enough...but i mean there are so many ways u can argue this..but i think when u really love someone...u won't be able to let her go, no matter how hard u tried....it jus won't work...
hmmm...love...it's so screwed up..how do u even know when it happens anyway?
is there such a thing as love at first sight? or is it lust at first sight...sigh this is gettin a tad cliched...ok gonna stop...but i still believe in soulmates...:)
out of sight..out of mind?
blaque stepped into the dark at 4:17 PM!
me
I stare up at the pure white ceiling
fans whirring softly
A deathly silence in the room
Fear grips me by the throat
As I watch Death slowly glide
My wrinkled hand grips the bedsheet
As I begin a silent litany of prayer
He glides past the sleeping child
in the opposite bed
past the lady gazing listlessly towards the window
I struggle to breathe
Strange wheezing noises
The demons within me rage
Wreaking havoc
As my feeble heart sputters and chokes
My eyes close in pain
Flying open
In shocked remembrance
To see
His dark hand reach for me
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